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Blogger app.

2011-09-30T23:27:00.001+08:00

HEY GUYS.

Just downloaded the blogger app and I'm testing it out. Slow me, yes.

But still, I'm not gonna switch back to blogger any time soon. (lazy me can't maintain so many blogs)

Only reason why I'm keeping it, for memory sake. Yes, I can keep it closed but I like to randomly pop by. Haha.

Alright! I'm off!

centre.

2010-08-04T09:36:00.003+08:00

hello blogger blog!

it's been a while since i last ranted here...

school recently has been as sucky as always but events and friends make it super fun. (:

many many likes.

as for quitting school, i most probably will be. i'm not even sure about what i wanna do in life - career wise. must no matter what, i can't just ditch the present and "enjoy" my life being self-declared free from this horror. trying is better than just being a coward and running away afterall. it's not gonna hurt, well, perhaps the mental stress it may bring. but still, it ain't gonna kill me.

loads of decisions to make still. i really really love my peeps. i'm fucking grateful for them. (:

but still, i believe the decision lies on me. i won't let someone choose for me the "supposed" or "best" path i should take. one time is enough.

either than studies, i'm pretty much enjoying the process of life. (:

passion? dreams?

2010-05-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

somehow i just feel like killing myself.

i feel so demoralised and not only that, i have no idea what i'm doing now.

why am i studying opt? why am i here?

i really don't know why...

maths was screwed and my lecturer came to talk to me.

let some air out.

GAH.

i really don't know what to do. ):

i'm lost.

i shall not be defeated! GAH!

2010-05-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

suddenly, i just feel de-stressed and pressured at the same time but positively.
i shall not give up just yet. (:

though i may regret a little of everything, i shall not be down by it.
i've already made my decision and i shall stubbonly go through it.

i'm sorry to have made so many people.
thank you so much! *kisses*
love you guys lots! (:

i shall believe in myself and believe in whatever i'm doing.

rants.

2010-05-08T02:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes, it's good to have people around to just simply let you rant.
i'm blessed to have such people and for them to love me still.
haha. (:

allowing me to let out all of my steam and just be back to 'normal'.
letting me go crazy, cry, laugh, and all.

heee..

thank you so much! (:

i'm feeling much much better now and yeah, i'm still stressed but i'm feeling much better. (:

stress is in the air.

2010-04-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

hello readers! (:

ok, i know that this blog is long dead and over but hey, i'll be a *&%$ and say read the notice.
i don't really update much here but if you wanna read more of my daily rants, well, almost daily, go to my jugem blog yeah? (:

anyway, things have really been stressful and for readers who have followed my jugem blog, yes, I'M SICK! i wonder how many times a year i'm sick and this is probably one of the worse cases. ):

fever, fever, fever.

on and off.

GAH!

besides getting sick, school has finally started. and yeah, week 1 and i'm already on MC for 2 days! ): missed a lot of lectures and tutorials (basically because my school hours are like from 9am-6pm or so...). lotsa catch up and i'm sick. brain's pretty dead and i'm short of time.

yes, I'M STRESSED.

i don't know how to manage my time well and yeah, perhaps, i'm being too greedy - juggling SO MANY things at one go.

someone recently made me realise what i wanted to do most during the 5-6months break which i SO promised myself to do after Os but things didn't happen. i feel like i've let myself down. how can i just get stuck in this cycle?

part-time job is pretty ok but stressful. well, it's getting worse now. i'm not enjoying it anymore. i just feel that it's a burden somehow.

but i can't be that selfish. i need the money for my tuition fees and japanese course and whatever else there is. ):

but still, i rather quit but i can't. it's really one big headache.

all the things i sought out to do are gone and i have no time for it anymore as well. i can't regret 100% and wish that time would turn back. but i'm lost at what to do next. ):

i really, really, really don't want to retain a year in poly or even get a low GPA. studies are important to me but i don't feel that i can just coldly dump everything and go...

GAH.

once again, yes.

I'M STRESSED.

just popping by.

2010-02-23T00:50:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!

ok, haven't been checking this blog at all. so i was really surprised when xiuting tagged me here. hahas.

anyway, life's been a little messy but i have great friends to hear me out. thank you peeps!! (: love ya'll!

xiuting: haha. i haven't really been using blogger so i'm not too sure. but i hate the fact that it just hangs and lags so much. ):
oh-no!!! i'm in a science/ health science course!!! haha. but studying is much better than doing nothing or just working. it kinda sucks! take care ok? and catch up with you soon. MISS YA! (:

blogger really gives me one big headache.

2010-02-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!!!

well, i know this blog has been pretty dead recently so i'm gonna update a little here. and no, i won't post the same thing as whatever i've posted in my jugem blog. well, not exactly, at least. haha. (:

currently, work has been really wonderful yet horrid. customers are really one hell of a people. empathetic, i say no. apathetic, i say HELL YEAH! like what the hell is wrong with them? some people who have worked in the customer service industry are all goodie-goodie when they are at work but once they're out, they act like the common people - typical singaporeans. so basically, they're bitching at themselves, calling themselved two sided coin. so who are they to complain when customers they serve act the same way?

truth told, i hope i don't turn out that way. someone at my workplace said it's cause i'm still young that i'm saying they're apathetic. so when i grow up, i hope i look back here and remind myself not to be like them.

totally miss studying which makes me regret not going to JC. sigh...

bright colours. :D

ok, my post went missing so i'm too lazy to rewrite. =.=)ll

update: welcome 2010 :D

2010-01-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!
i know it's been like super long since i last updated and my last post dated back to 2009.

anyway, WELCOME 2010!!!
it's a new year and almost a month is over. (:
so far things have been pretty good? haha. Os result was a little disappointing but still AWESOME. :D
L1R4 -> 10 points. (:

work has been pretty cool too. met lotsa new people and so far, it's been a whole new experience being in the service industry. afterall, it's totally different from my previous jobs. (:

as for now, i just cant wait for the JAE posting and for school to start. i know i'm mad but it's better to do something productive right? hehe.

ok, i'm off for now.
check my other blog for more of my rants yeah? :D

short update

2009-11-19T11:34:00.002+08:00

hello people!!!!
yesss... i haven't been posting here and i've been busy busy busy. ):
good thing or bad?
hmmm...

anyway, Os are done and over with. up next is JLPT which i've only 17 days left. *yikes!*
got a job and i wonder if i'm doing things right cause obviously JLPT is much more important to me. *sigh*

just here to post something up since it's been rotting.
gotta go mug now.
ta-ta!

i know i'm quite a spoilt brat

2009-09-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

i'm like totally trying to control my itch to blog but i seriously can't.
darling laptop was sent to the hospital on tuesday and yesterday they called to tell me the repair status and it was done. the delivery service side was suppose to call me but even till today, they have yet to. ):
my darling is being kept away!!!

ok.... i think that really makes me sound like i'm some mad woman.
i know i have a lack of control over these things but i'm trying.
fought like a small kid with my lil bro to let me use his laptop and lend me one.
seriously, it was a nice sight. i was whining like some spoilt brat who has to get her way.
lil bro is nice enough to pamper me though (: hahas.

decided to blog here instead cause it's been rotting.
i think i won't delete this blog anytime soon cause it has a lot of history - all my nonsense and change in language and tone, etc.
re-reading back all the nonsense makes me laugh at myself for being so childish and all that.
i've read in a book before that keeping a diary is good as we get to see how much/ far we mature and grow (or the reverse).
so yeah, i think i'll keep this blog till the time comes when i stop blogging? hahas.
who knows....

lotsa things have been happening.
sometimes i feel like i'm losing touch to many things. what should make me more humane or something. i think i'm very cold hearted. people find me unapproachable and unfriendly. ):
also, i think i've been playing a lot this year. i wonder if it's because of all the stress that i'm getting that somehow, makes me feel like giving up at some point.
however, i won't. i think i'm glad to have things and people around me to slap me in the face (not literally) to wake me up. the reverse as well, obviously. but i think i've become more positive in life than compared to a couple of years back. (:

i think this post is getting very emotional. hahas.
but hardly anyone reads it. so let me just rant. (:

mugging here i come! XD

NDP

2009-08-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

today's the school's celebration for national day.
a little disappointed with the attendance but i can't force them to come right?
the total number of people who ended up coming was 11/24!!!
less than half the class man! ):

i think once ms chia finds out, she'll be going mad. >.<

mrs fong came in and was shocked. i guess, she's gonna go something about it.
afterall, ONLY OUR class had the least amount of people.

piccas and all at my jugem blog.
so do have a look (:

ok then! i'm off!

breaking down?

2009-08-02T00:52:00.002+08:00

hi people!
i know it's been d0nkey weeks since i last updated.
time has really been cruel and yes, i know i have bad managment skills. i'm really trying to make my skills better but still, no shown improvements.
in any case, i have nothing else or anyone else to blame for this. it's my own fault - self-inflicted perhaps.

prelims are around the corner, one week more.
man, i feel like i've been dying under the stress. ):
nevertheless, i ~~shall~~ MUST be strong. it's just a few more months till i can let go.

to all the peeps taking Os, Ns, As, or whatever exams too.
good luck and don't let go just yet.
perserve (:
complaining can help relief some stress but still, it's all in our hands.

take care peeps!
& i'll try to update as much as possible over here.
as usual, head over to my jugem blog for more updates on my rants! :D

good luck!

2009-07-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

hi peeps! (:
i know i've been letting this blog rot.
well, my jugem blog will be rotting soon but still updated much more frequently.

prelims are coming SOON!
i can't believe O levels are coming in less than 3 months' time.
man, time really flies.

in any case, i shall be mugging like mad soon.
so let the madness come and go as quickly as possible AFTER O levels are done (:

to all the peeps taking Os and Ns as well, GOOD LUCK and HAPPY MUGGING!
hahas.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VAN!!!

ok then!
i'm off!

school ~~~

2009-06-29T18:21:00.001+08:00

school has STARTED! :D

study!

2009-06-24T01:33:00.003+08:00

WEEEZ!
just came back from watching transformers 2 : revenge of the fallen and a long day out with ju!
blogged about it at http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp
so i shall not blog about it here.

so yes, time has passed by so quickly and school is reopening soon!
looking forward to it but however, soooooo not looking forward to the upcoming tests.
off to start studying tomorrow with weiting.
hopefully, it'll be fruitful and richard and mel can join us. (:
it's been a long long long long time since i last met them up && i miss the movie-going days.

it's getting late now.
shall save up my energy for later.

AYAME

one, two, three

2009-06-19T22:55:00.003+08:00

hi peeps!
i know i haven't really been blogging here though it's like the holiday period for me.
busy i have been...

good thing is, i've almost completed all of my homework. :D *yay*
so yes, hopefully, i'll be much much more free next week and be able to go out and play! (gosh, i sound like a kid. hahas)

finally went out today, though.
had my fair share of vitamin D. (:
piccas and more over at my jugem blog

ok, i'm tired. shall blog more soon. (:

yippe~

2009-06-12T16:01:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!
two week intensive has ENDED!
however... there's a pile of homework waiting to be done. ):

gahhh...

anyway, PC FAIR started yesterday and it'll be till this sunday. so peeps, if you're looking for new printers/ computers/ laptops/ handphones/ etc etc. do head down there if you want great bargains and don't mind SQUEEZING in the crowd. hahas.
so yes, i totally can't wait to go. i was suppose to go yesterday but i ended up doing homework instead. so yeah.
shall check it out soon! (:

ok. i shall be off now!

update ~

2009-06-09T12:49:00.002+08:00

hello readers! (:

two weeks intensive has begun and let's say it's more like normal school days rather than revision. plus, i totally agree with theresa. they might as well not have it cause attendance is BAD and it's like normal school days. ):
i want maths revision!!!

OK. i think i have to really UP my mood and not let my mood fail me. it's just not worth it perhaps? study study study. heh heh. i have to and i will love studying cause it'll make my brains be of better use. *lols*

recently, i know i have been SUPER CHILDISH and getting pissed off at things i shouldn't. i guess i'm just feeling so down with myself. *sigh* but nevertheless, i shall not let this pull me down. SO WHATEVER to all the stupid comments i've been getting like "i'm a rich girl" blah blah blah. i'm not and i know it. i don't have to prove anything.

also, i'm still struggling with the choice to retake JLPT3 or skip to 2 cause of time. i really wonder if it'll like last year. i thought i had time but i ended up filled with projects. ):
and i've already estimated the time i will have - 2-3 weeks. it's NOT a month which scares me cause i REALLY don't want to keep wasting my money when i'm going to fail.

what should i do?
i didn't fail my JLPT3 that badly, just 3 marks.
should i retake or not? ):

i know this isn't probably the time to think about JLPT but i really don't wish to waste time and end up not finishing it. i really do want to finish it. this isn't learning the piano.

*sigh*

i shall really make my decision soon.

ok. i shall end here.
ale is coming later! (:

falling through

2009-05-31T23:52:00.002+08:00

i haven't been posting here cause i guess there's been a lot happening.
*sigh*
i guess im slowly falling apart and i can't seem to bring all the pieces back once more. i know it's pointless to carry on looking back but i really wish i can just fall back a little and be that carefree person just for one day. i know if i really do, i'll just slip all the way. i wonder why i don't have that amount of courage? to pull myself back.

i hope for now, things have gone back to pretty much better but ofcourse it's not 100%. hey, things do change right? & it's definitely not going to be same throughout my lifetime.
so yeah.

i am happy with what i have now and yes, i'm a spoilt brat who wants lots of things. i am also very childish and crazy at times but whatever. that's just me. i can change but i shall be this way for a little while longer. afterall, i've lost part of my youth already. *lols*

as for my dear friends, crapping partners, i know i've really been lacking in my social life. i guess, that's something i really have to work on still. ):

OK. ta-ta for now.
i'm sleepy.

crazy!

2009-05-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

lalala~
i think i'm going crazy soon. :D
good thing? bad thing?
hmmm...

MYE is OVER.
screwed my papers.
heck it.
goodbye & welcome 'intensive' remedials.
'death' will come soon.
*lols*

lalalala~

work hard!

2009-05-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

can't sleep right now and i don't feel like studying but i did anyway. haha.

i have to force myself right?

if not, i'll go back to being a lazy bum and not doing anything.

i think that i've fallen a lot for the past 4 months plus. it's sad.

and it's irritating to see myself this way but what else can i do than to slap myself in the face. i shan't empathise with the lazy bum.

tomorrow's lit paper 1 and maths paper 2.

both of which i'm not so confident in scoring but in passing ONLY.

nevertheless, i shall work hard and not let myself down. (:

loads of things have been happening, not much of it is being blogged cause i guess, i don't wanna ponder everything by blogging.

i miss my crapping partners and family time. ):

i seem to be loosing track of time and it's bad.

i shall break this chain of continuation and say goodbye to it cause i need to change myself once more. afterall, change is something that happens all the time. i shall positively change mayself!

also, i guess, my blogs have been pretty dead right?

all the nonsense and complains. (>.<

so yeah, shall make it more interesting and make myself be more interesting, since i'm really such a boring person. *HAHA* (:

ok. i shall now go on with my studies.

i will keep this blog alive (:

time to sleep is something i really miss.

2009-05-11T00:01:00.003+08:00

just got home and i'm SUPER DUPER TIRED man ):

yes, yes, i know, "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING GOING OUT DURING THIS PERIOD?" right?

haha. let say, "AS IF i can tahan (tolerate) being stuck at home for SO LONG and studying!" :P

i don't mind being stuck at home to mug but recently, to take a break, i have almost nothing interesting to entertain me. ):
anime, drama, TV. yes, i've been watching them, but really little now a days. so yeah, it really sucks but i really love the dramas i'm hooked on now. (:

yesterday, i stayed home to mug and mug and it lasted me for a couple of hours (3-4hours) with loads of breaks in between. HAHA. going up and down finding food and water. but i really did STUDY ok?! chemistry and geography. loads and loads of diagrams to remember ):

today, went out with family and shopped. now, i'm really tired. i guess i'll mug for an hour or so to make up for lost time.

xoxo
ayame

hectic... ):

2009-05-08T20:30:00.002+08:00

hi peeps!
just a little update here since i'm short on time.
loads of things to be done - STUDY, STUDY, STUDY.

anyway, last sunday, lit babies went for CATS the musical and it was OK. not too superb for me. i prefer phantom of the opera. maybe musical stuffs ain't for me.
piccas are up on my JUGEM blog. so do check it out! (:
the posts are found under the cat section "CATS THE MUSICAL..."

past few days have been hectic with exams around.
screwed most of my papers so far so i MUST study like mad for the upcoming ones.

i shall try to update more often too.
especially since i've been having sleeping issues.
i keep waking up very early in the morning, like 3-4am! and i don't know why.
hmmm...

xoxo
ayame

high, high, high to the sky ~

2009-05-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

今日はみなさん！
it's been a long day and all my complains *ahem* are on my JUGEM blog. so i don't feel like ranting once more all the tiresome stuffs.

tomorrow, lit babies are gonna watch "CATS the musical" and i guess it'll be good? haha. i still have no idea on what to wear. theresa said "PRINCESS" shall be my theme but hello, since when i was THAT girly to have such clothes? haha. plus, since i can't walk in heels, i'll be wearing my boots! :D YAY!

*lols* talking about boots, i saw some REALLY nice boots at jurong point. super nice & expensive! haha. nevermind, i shall check if i can find cheaper ones that look like those. but those were REALLY NICE! haha. omg.

ok. it's getting late and i have to finish up my homework which i just remembered!
*dionk*

xoxo
ayame (:

Labour Day

2009-05-01T07:27:00.002+08:00

hi peeps!
ok, just finished blogging over at my JUGEM blog. so i'm here to blog.
i think i didn't mention it here but i'll be blogging at this blog every weekend, inlcuding public holidays if it is on a firday. (:
though from next weekend onwards till MYE is over, i'm not sure if i'll be blogging. but i'll try my best to. (:

time really flies and MYE started yesterday.
CLB was pretty easy and i was pretty confident. & i'm confident to say that i'll pass (:
english, on the other hand, was pretty much a wreck. everything was about "changed" totally went "urgh..."

met some new people, well, not really new, it's just that i never went around talking to them. the 4e1 peeps who didn't take mother tongue and yohanes who took CLB too. chit chatted with them and rotted for and hour cause CLB paper ended an hour earlier than others.

i've also been getting really tired easily. *sigh*
just yesterday i slept for almost 12 hours or more. super tired man. ):
exams for the other subs start next thursday and i have yet to study maths! loads of revision to do and i totally forgot about sector and arc length chapter! ):
super duper dead ....

plus, later i'll be going out to collect my jeans.
tomorrow, i'm going out with family.
sunday, CATS THE MUSICAL with lit babies.

>.<)ll total wreck man.

i guess i will bring my stuffs for revision later and tomorrow.
i really can't afford to downgrade my grades!

i shall stop here.
super tired and hungry!!!

xoxo
ayame

the 26th of april

2009-04-26T08:38:00.003+08:00

woke up today, totally freaked out cause i dreamt of MATHS!
haha. totally strange man. i was thinking of this maths questions that i've forgotten how to do and poof! this morning when i woke up i knew how to!
hahahahahaha.. so freaky...

plus, after that dream, i realised my mistakes in the graph test last week. i guess my marks won't be that amazing afterall =X

heh heh...

anyway, i'm stil figuring out how i should go about updating both blogs. i don't want to delete either cause i think blogs are SUPER good at giving me reflections; to reflect myself. so yeah. i can laugh at all my past posts here, all the past few years of posts. how i used to use short-forms and all the singlish. it's really funny. (:

but in any case, i'll be updating my JUGEM blog more often that this since it's my main. i'll definitely update this blog whenever i'm in the world of boredom (: so do check back once in awhile.

MYE is starting next week. so i'll be pretty busy from next week onwards since i'm like slacking behind already. i really can't afford to do that, i know. AND i WON'T.

&&i really thank all my friends for giving me loads of support throughout, especially friends who were always there to let me rant at them (: i know my temper and attitude isn't always at it's best, especially years ago.

i really love you guys!!! :D

also, i decided to link petrine here, instead. afterall, she linked me to this blog. so yeah.

&& update on HandMC's new vocalist picture is up on my JUGEM blog. haha. she's quite pretty. (:

shall stop here for now.
it's still super early in the morning!

xoxo
ayame

itchy hands

2009-04-25T14:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! (:
i'm back to haunt this blog. && as you can see, i've changed my blogskin, AGAIN.
haha.

i googled "blogskins" and this interesting blog came up. but, the pictures were only for the new blogger settings (mine was the old old ones where everything was in HTML codes ONLY) so i tired to change it and it took me like 20mins to figure out everything =.=)ll

one comment: SO MUCH MORE TROUBLESOME! ):

& i couldn't change it back to the old version. so i'm stuck with this.. haha.

with all the new setting, i think jugem is still better? though everything's in japanese, everything is much more organised and easier to understand =X (very good for lazy-idiots like me)

so yeah..

life recently hasn't been at its peak of happiness. i feel so confused right now. so many things i'm confused at. i wonder what am i doing with my life now. i have a direction but now, i'm not sure about how to go about doing it. ):
and before all these mess, i knew everything. i set/ targetted/ planned everything out already. i'm still following it, but it feels like my motivation to move on has subsided.

i talked to yat about it, and he said that i should just 'chiong'. yeah, i know. i shouldn't be letting this emotions fill me up to the brink. *sigh*

life's just so random.
so boring yet so confusing.

BOREDOM?

-ayame

urgh...

2009-04-07T20:10:00.003+08:00

hello people! i'm back to rant here.
haha...

i'm like SUPER BORED and 'dying' right now. so many things have happend and urgh, time really does pass. lots of things to do, and even more to do...
laziness is getting over me so *SIGH*
haha.

ok, just a little rant. too tired and lazy to type a whole bunch now.
i'm only here cause i was helping diana with her blogskin =X
i shall rant here soon enough (:

http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp for more of my lovely rants! (:

-ayame

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! & INTERNATIONAL WOMEN DAY!

2009-03-08T10:36:00.004+08:00

firstly, IT'S FINALLY MY TURN! :D
happy birthday to me!!! (:
haha.

may this year be a good one and ofcourse, i hope that i will not have more problems in terms of health. though i totally think MRIs and blood tests are SUPER cool. i guess, i want to at least enjoy my youth without having to worry about medication? hmmm...
but i guess, if it happens it shall happen then.

i'm one year closer to death.
and like i've said last year, we are born to die.
we live to die.
so yeah.
it's kinda cool and scary dont you think so?
haha.

ok, enough of negative things.

TODAY is INTERNATIONAL WOMEN DAY!
i guess, this isnt really that well-known?
but this day is definitely becoming more known to people.
so yeah.
it's a really special day for all women! (:
though i must say it isnt a day recongised in singapore yet but im sure it will someday in the near future.

anyway, international women day is basically to raise awareness and to make a stand that women also have the ability to do what is almost equal to what men can do.
this year's theme is about "Women and men united to end violence against women and girls"
so yeah.. to find out more do check out this website, http://www.internationalwomensday.com/
(:

ok... i shall end here for today.
i still have lit essay to write =.=)ll

more updates at http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp

-aya

i shant be defeated by it!

2009-02-27T20:00:00.002+08:00

hi! i'm back.
ok, im loving the blog skin man!
&& it's making me wanna use this blog again.
haha. anyway, if i blog here, it'd be something different from JUGEM blog.

so yeah...

today was full of chattings.
theresa, yeewei, niangying, yen, aisha (not sure if i spelt it right).
chit-chatted and gosh, i do have some idiosyncracies that are so hard to believe. haha!
oh well... :D

i've made my decision for my JLPT.
im just gonna take JLPT2 and not retake JLPT3.
it's one bloody year so im not gonna waste it.
i shall work hard, starting real soon, to make my dream come true.
i've consulted miss chia for advice and she said to just skip.
though i was like SUPER confused and didnt what to really do, i think she's right.
it's one year la. and i didnt even study that much for JLPT3, so i should be able to manage fine.
i just have to work harder for my grammar and pass that. (:
i shant be defeated by it!

lots more to do in weeks to come.
O levels is around the corner (mother tongue) but i wont be taking the paper.
haha. that's one less trouble for me.
like gao lao shi said and i promised, i shall do really really well for my other subjects!
i shall not let her down too. (:

ok. enough said for now.
more updates soon, perhaps.

- ayame

disappointment.

2009-02-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

once again, i've changed my blogskin.
vampire knight one was nice but i found this site that did their own skins which was really nice. (:
the link is below under credits if you wanna check it out.

anyway, im super duper upset with my JLPT 3 results.
yes, i did NOT expect to pass, but i didnt.
i failed by 3 MARKS!
wtf.

super pissed off.
anyway, i've blogged about this on my current blog.
im too lazy to type or copy it all over.
so if you're bothered, go there.

ok. im done for now.
i shall try to keep this blog alive when i have the time.

also, the reason why im not deleting this blog is because the link is SUPER unique!
when i switched to JUGEM, they didnt allow the links to be so long.
but it's way more convient when changing the skin.
haha. oh well..
i still love this blog (:

-ayame

Common test one begins!

2009-02-21T16:36:00.002+08:00

hello!!!
just here to update a little cause i was doing some stuffs here.
anyway, just as the title suggests, common test one has begun!
im currently sick which totally SUCKS.
3 papers on monday which spells 'DEAD MEAT' to me ):
hope i get well soon and no, it's not gonna give me an excuse not the study.
haha.
anyway, things havent really been going that well recently.
im too tired and sick to type EVERYTHING here.
so if you're interested, go read my main blog!
haha.

ok, shall end here for now.
take care peeps!

- ayame
私はマケナイだぞ！

Waiting for...

2009-02-21T16:29:00.002+08:00

- breaking dawn book to come
STATUS: twilight & new moon done!
started on eclipse [ON HOLD]
- outing with complain2
- outing with primary school friends
- outing with 3 integrity (2007) clique
~~- MARCH!!! 4,5,6,7,8,9!~~
- 'O' levels!
- AFA 09

Wishlist

2009-02-21T16:21:00.004+08:00

- take JLPT 2 and pass it
- O levels L1R4 9 points and below
- distinction for Chinese Language B
- Temasek Polytechnic psychology/ biomedical science course
- finish up japanese studies by 2010
- study french/ german/ dutuch/ spanish/ korean
- do exceedingly well for studies
- stop being so lazy
- overseas study to japan/ london/ australia
- be a "DOCTOR"/ "PROF"
- motorbike class 2B licence by next year
- car licence after i get my motorbike one
- travelling!
- dye my hair ash grey after Os
- genting trip with friends
- japan trip with juju

MATERIALISTIC WISHES:
- that shirt (van & ju should know :D)
- new black boots (leather/ PVC leather ones?)
- macbook
- yukata full set @ haru's
- gothic shirt from haru's (saw one which was really nice!)
- NDSi/lite
- SE SO906i (NTT DoCoMo)
- anna tsuchiya baby G signature model watch
- HandMC's albums feat. Maki as VO
~~- new wallet~~
- new memory card for DSLR and DC
- cosplay set (not sure which one, but it's for eye candy? if it's not too obsence in my POV, i'd even wear it for AFA :D)
- japanese reference books for JLPT2
- natsume souseki - botchan (japanese ver.)
- 1 litre of tears novel (japanese ver.)
- koizora novel (japanese ver.)

#678 && here i am once again

2009-02-01T08:30:00.005+08:00

xiao yun my class pet ! (:
super cute!!!!

hello. it's been a while since i last updated?
i month to be exact.
hahas.
gosh, i kinda miss this blog. i really love my weblink for this one.
though jugem is WAY more convenient and all, the links couldnt go as far as this one.
so i had no choice but to put diaryofmine.
& now thinking back, i dont think it's that unique anymore ):
oh well, i shall bombbard my jugem account till it's limit and perhaps come back here.
ok, enough of it before it seems like im promoting something rather than blogging.

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right now, it's the CHINESE NEW YEAR period.
firstly, let me late wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
i guess, for the CNY period, nothing much really happend.
chu 1 - i went to relatives' place for BBQ
chu 2 - went to grandparents' place cause one of my relatives came down to SG.
&& that's pretty much it.
i didnt go out with andrew and the rest yesterday, so that's one day less.
however, today, i'm gonna meet up with some people i've longed to see!
wong pann, van, juju (i think), xiue... and the list goes long.
hopefully, i'll be really fun && i wont be late.
heh heh..

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nothing much to really update about cause probably, i've already said most things in the other blog.

oh yeah, TESTS are coming one after another.
so i'll be pretty busy from now on...
hopefully, i can keep my blog alive ( ah pann if you're reading this, i'll try to keep my blog(s) updated!!!).
&& as always, im so frustrated with my results that im getting right now... ):
shall mug harder, way harder.
Os are coming up soon...

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shall stop here for now.
it's like 8.39am right now.

-ayame

明けましておめでとう！

2009-01-01T00:21:00.004+08:00

明けましておめでとうみんなさん！
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!
さよなら２００８、２００９によこそ！
may 2009 be a smooth year! (:
take care & all the best everyone! :D
元気に生きてると頑張るぞみんなさん！

lots of love,
あやめ

UPDATE! (:

2008-12-30T22:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! (:
buahahas..
i'm back to haunt this blog >.<)ll
ok, it's simply cause im SUPER bored.
so much so that i've changed my blogskin :D

*YIPPEE!!* it's vampire knight :D
muahahahahhahaas :D

ok, i'm done!
i still have to complete homework! T.T
*GAHHS!*

&& ATTENTION: for people who are looking to exchange links, i dont do exchange links for this blog anymore. (perhaps, i'll change my mind in the future, but for now, NO!) && also, if you're looking to exchange links, please head to my other blog (main), http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp (no "www." infront) and tag me there. plus, it's up to me to link you up or not depending on what kind of blog it is. (:

xoxo

2008-12-28T00:51:00.004+08:00

hoho ^^
ok, im like SUPER BORED RIGHT NOW!!!
&& if you've been following my other blog (main one) http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp/
YES, im in agony...
lols..

but, im in deep shit cause i'm still left with tons of homework !!!
&& i havent been asking bro for help XD
GAHHHS!!!

i was doing physics a few moments ago and i was absolutely in boredom.
*sigh*
when will i get back my motivation to study?
in any case, at least i did like 50% of physics homework already.
so i'll just have to push myself harder to complete it!

anyways, if you've watched lucky star before...
i'm like in total shock right now :/
i was doing what tsukasa and konata would do while trying to study or do homework! >.<
(if you dont know, nevermind! hahas)
it's SUPER embarassing man. >.<)ll

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mom is like hooked on a korean drama we just bought.
*sigh*
unfortunately, someone like me, who thinks that TV is the best thing anyone can have as a thing for entertainment & relaxation, gets somewhat hooked on it too :/
*SIGH*

AYAME WAKE UP!!!!!
YOU CAN'T WATCH TV !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and oh yeahs, i havent been watching much anime :/
surprising right? hahas.

.
.
.

WAKE UP, AYA!!!
目が覚めてください！
あやめ！！！！！
＊どしよ＊
。
。
。

ok... i really have to stop myself from eating, watching tv and sleeping!
school's gonna start ASAP!
HELLO?!

*sigh*

anyways, im taking part in animax lamb contest so do check it out on my blog (:
click under category and click "animax LaMB"
or just click here : http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp/?cid=2

tata for now.

*slaps myself to wake up!*

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current & most updated blog @ http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp
for linking, etc, please tag me there & i shall see if i wanna link you.

2008-12-25T09:22:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! (:

a few more days till 2008 comes to an end.
done your reflections? (:

2008-12-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
changed blog skin & some edits (:

also, please take note i've changed link to http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp

&& i guess i will only be blogging here from time to time. :D

2008-11-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

hoho^^
right now, if j-mal sees this he'd go "back from the dead" again.
hahas..

ok, right now im using my PC and im too lazy to log in and out of my jugem account so i'll just rant here for awhile. :D

later, i'll be meeting ricahrd and a few others for job intervies to promote a game.
(which i think isnt gonna be something i'll be able to understand, the game)
so yeah, just gonna go try my luck so i'll have some income in due time ~

JLPT prep is still dead~
sooooooo dead.
i wonder if i can ever throw in so much into my brain in such short time.
like people acutally take TIME to get it in their heads, while im here doing everything LAST MINUTE! *sigh*

anyways, i feel so bored and dead right now.
holidays havent been labelled "FUN"
though im slacking A LOT right now.
but yeahs... i cant wait for school to reopen!
please, come!!!!
i miss school man.
i miss everything about school!
(yes, im saying it)
and i cant wait to wreck my brains out for Os !!!!
urghs...

btw, when does school reopen?
anyone know?

anyways, gotta go for now.
xoxo

for more of my rants go to : http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp

HELLO WORLD!

2008-10-22T17:06:00.003+08:00

BOO !!!
hello peeps!
hahas.. shocked to see me blogging here?

well.. maybe not.

just finished up the mess i made at my other blog.
i totally screwed the 'links' section all thanks to my itchy hands! :/
and i had to re-do everything again..
thank god, that's done.

came here to change my blogskin to something simpler.
though i dont know if i'll be blogging here again or not, i just wanted to make it simple again.
as some of you may notice, it's the same skin from some time ago.
thanks celestine, again, for the skin! (:

&& god, using blogger to re-do blogskins is a chore.
i have to copy and paste everything!
urghhs...!!
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randomness all the way...

just a few updates,
-currently looking for a JOB.
anyone hiring?
-NEA poster i made is shortlisted!
may i get into the top three!
-LAST DAY of school tomorrow
-a pile of maths homework
-preparation for JLPT3
which im so screwed ):
-save money for chalet
-CLASS CHALET on the 16/12 ~ 19/12
-save money for shopping
perhaps go to KL if i can (:

&& many more to come?
hahas.. good things ???
heh heh..

anyways, for more updates && relink,
please head down to http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp (:

shall stop here for now!
busy busy busy..
xoxo

2008-09-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

RELINK !!!
ok, i think im really lazy to switch back.
so peeps!
from now on, i'll be ranting at http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp
so please take note and relink me if you've link me before.
sorry for the inconvience and THANKS!! (:

2008-09-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERS!!!
ok, im back to say that....

THIS WEEK'S TOPIC IS POSTED UP!!!
yay!!! *screams**

head down to http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp and see the second post with the title "this week's topic".

DO LEAVE COMMENTS IN THE COMMENT BOX AND NOT MY TAGBOARD!
THANKS !!!! :DDDD

2008-09-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERS !!!
OK, i've just created a new blog to try out.
it's powered by JUGEM (a japanese host).

please note that i'll be blogging there for the time being.
i've not really sure if im really gonna change my link to that, but for now, im trying it out since it's all kinda new to me..

please enjoy my crapping and all at my new blog:

http://diaryofmine.jugem.jp/

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couldnt use imperfectedfairytale as it's toooo long..
so i've decided on diaryofmine (:

sorry for any inconvience caused.
i'll try this out for a week or so, if it's good, i'll stick to it.

2008-09-06T15:41:00.003+08:00

OK. im totally under stress right now.
well, maybe it's not stress but more of temptations...
stupid kok hui i say!!!
right now, he's at the FOOD FAIR @ SUNTEC CITY.
and he's SMS-ing me telling me that he's eaten lots of yummy food like herbal chicken, etc etc..
DAMN!!! grrr...
im too lazy to get my butt there at this moment..
but nevermind.. there's tomorrow.. wahahahahahahahahas..
FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!

anyways, if you havent heard, there's a FOOD FAIR @ SUNTEC CITY TILL TOMORROW!!
so, tourists, food lovers and all those who wanna experience different sort of foods at an offer, head down to SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION HALL, LEVEL 6 !!!
and if im not wrong, it's only open from 10am to 8pm (if it's wrong, dont blame me!! i already said, "if im not wrong" which means im NOT SURE!)
there'll be LOTS of food there !!! :DDD
**drool drool**
and drool as much as you want at the yummy food ! hahas..

and i must say every year, the food fair has gotten better and better, likewise for the IT fair, that recently ended...
well, it's GOOD!! (:

********

woke up today real early, 9am or so?
got woken up by my irritating sister shouting at me, asking me to wake up..
hahas.. horrid right? omg..
woke up and checked emails and all..
nothing much i guess..
watched tv like an idiot till i finally got hungry and went to eat..
(GOD, MY LIFE IS ABSOLUTELY BORING.. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!! )
but in actual fact, i do. hahas.. just that im so lazy..
laziness is surrounding me, eating up all my energetic-happy-crazy personality... *lols*
(i know i have a lot of craps in my head..)

wanted to kick my butt to the food fair, but i got really lazy..
in any case, i played pokemon emerald (:
pokemon totally rocks man!
always there to keep you occupied and irritated..

OK. nothing much is happening..
shall update again soon.. (:

2008-09-05T16:53:00.004+08:00

HELLO MY READERS! (:
ok, just got home and i found this really nice email from one of my aunts...

Tips for Better Life from ISHA YOGA (http://www.ishafoundation.org/)
1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every
day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2007.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with
daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of
6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is
manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her
mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead
invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are
simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but
the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a
beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey
is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26.. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will.
Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.

do you see the words "DO THE RIGHT THING!" ?
hahas.. something my school principal always says...

anyways, dont you think the email is kinda true? (:

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YESTERDAY was kind of a boring day yet, irritating day for me?
morning i had to wake up so damn early just to clean up the yishun pond =.=)ll
dont think it's that lame but, seriously, what i found was mostly cigarette butts everywhere...
thankfully, i wasnt the one picking up the litter *lols*
i was holding the plastic bag while eugene, the kind-hearted soul, went picking up the litter *hahas, he's so gonna kill me**
after awhile or so, walked to yishun central to grab something to eat.
took some pictures of the sky which i think it's not too bad :D
heh heh.. shall post it up soon..

came home and slacked like mad.
intended to study, but seriously no mood for it.
well, i did study a little at night when i couldnt sleep.
a little of japanese and geography...

oh yeah, I FINISHED "BOTCHAN" by Natsume Souseki :DDD
i totally hearts the book !
full of critism and literary stuff ~~ :DD
im recommanding this book to everyone !!!
MUST READ OK?!
hahas..

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TODAY woke up kinda early to meet up with junice to meet up with van, yisiew, shiting and kokhui at sembawang beach.
first thing i have to say about that beach is... THE PLACE IS TOTALLY SUCKY AND FULL OF LITTER EVERYWHERE!!!
seriously, do people have NO consideration???
omg...
i stepped here and there and got my leg poked !!!
horrible i tell you!

went there for awhile and then headed for khabit to celebrate kenneth's birthday in advance!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH!!! :DDD
(pictures to be posted soon...)

went to CK to buy some stuffs, basically restock my stuffs at home (:
then came home and now, im bored ~~~
maybe i'll conitnue reading "KOKORO" by Natsume Souseki...
the book isnt as critising as "Botchan" but it's good, from what i've read so far ~

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oh yeah, i did say i'll have a little review on my new handphone right?
i just reaslied something...
THERE'S NO FLASH OR LIGHT FOR THE CAMERA!!! ):
omg....

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kokhui gave me a comment just now..
he said that my post on "BALANCE" was very very psychology-ic
LOLS. hey, im trying to get into psychology right?
hahas..
anyways, if i am able to make you change your mind, is it that bad?

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BTW, FOOD FAIR IS HERE !!!!
TILL THIS SUNDAY, AT SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION CENTRE, LEVEL 6 !!
think im gonna check it out ~~~ :DDD
food food food ~~

2008-09-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

PSYCHOLOGY.
BALANCE IN LIFE; THE WORLD.

someone like me, i believe that there's a thing called "balance" everything you do or what-so-ever, there's always a balance.
like how someone plays the evil one and there's always a good guy.

it's kinda like the theory of "behind every action, there's bound to be consequences" sort of thing yeah?
like if you have two choices, to smoke or not to smoke.
the consequences can be either postive or negative.
if you choose to smoke, it'd probably affect your health and ofcourse, the way people perceive you (humans being humans).
and if you choose not to, you'd probably save your lungs from a nightmare. again, people will perceive you in another way.
likewise for both, people may think you're cool or chicken/ loser/ paikia/ gangsters/ etc etc... (the list will grow long...)

basically, everything has something dangling along with it.
strange isnt it?
we, as human beings, do not like people calling us names, saying things behind our backs, people perceiving us is a different way from everyone else.
yet, NO ONE CHANGES!
well, there are, however, it's like the minority?

let's talking about the EARTH.
our lovely and hearty mother earth who has given so much to us.
many of us has taken her for granted yet, we hardly see anyone in the streets trying to change.
hardly i say!
i have to admit, even i myself, sometimes take her for granted.
i dont recycle my stuffs well, but i try.
and i think that most people may think it's like a major-ly big thing to help out.
but i think all you have to do it just start small!
just like how to start a business.
you can just immediately, POP comes out a huge huge business right?
and as if one can afford so much to spare and if one fails, look at the losses !
so yeah, everything starts SMALL!

ok, straying back to my topic, BALANCE!
if we harm mother earth, she'd make sure we'd pay.
like what's slowly happening how...
do we all wanna die a horrid death such as to be burnt to death?
i bet most would say no.
so im sure if we all start small and help out, mother earth will appreciate your work.

i guess, balance is all around us.
whether we catch it or not, it's a different story.

simple stuffs we heard about balancing...
balanced:
1. lifestyle
2. eating habits
3. priorities

(well, my brains' kinda out of ideas, but yeah, you'll get it)

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wonder why im suddenly talking about balance?
well, im not exactly sure myself...
hahas..
but, isnt much more interesting than my usual posts?
it's something you can relate to and actually use your brains to STOP AND THINK!
and also, accept whatever the consequences of your action.
the world works in a funny way but hey, if everything's not in balance, im sure everyone will be hating each other now...

BALANCE IS A NICE THING... :D

2008-09-03T15:59:00.003+08:00

I'M TERRIBLY BORED RIGHT NOW!!!
so much so that i went to play with photoshop and made a horrible image ...
and sent it to ivan ko .. LOLS..
bet he's having a really really long and frustrating time, figuring out on how to improve it..
oh well.. i guess if im bored again, i'll do another one..

anyways, got a freaking call from ms yzelman!!!
tomorrow i'll have to go and clear the pond at yishun ~~~
omg.. (and i thought i've escaped from all sort of such horrors!!!)
plus, because there's no other seniors, i'll be the chairman of the club..
O.O !!!!! i dont want to !!!!
it's like the position is given to me by default .. =.=)lll
not only that, to be honest, the two vice-chairman will be the both from sec 2..
&& i bet it's gonna be the girl who gave me the attitude problem !!!
i wonder how im gonna work with such people ... hmmm...

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im still on botchan by natsume souseki..
you guys must be thinking im such a slow reader right?
well, i am, kinda...
shall chiong up on reading finish botchan by tonight or tomorrow afternoon once im home (:
&& yes, im falling in love with his books !!! (:
the way he writes is so sacrastic yet so wonderful .. lols..

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started playing pokemon last night, emerald version.
gonna continue playing it now
(pokemon is so damn addictive!!)

2008-09-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

god, im so bored now.
among all my little homework, i've only done physics workbook and nope, it's not fully done cause there's some questions i dont get.
chinese poster thingy is done! *yay*
thankfully, i dont have to write an essay or what-so-ever so i was super easy to do!
basically, used photoshop to do the images and simply blended everything together.
hahas.. laziness has come man~~
shall do more later today or so..

played around with my photoshop brushes and created two ugly pictures!
grrr... my tablet is a little crazy (just like it's owner)
suddenly, it'd just stop and cut off!!
grrr...

messaged theresa just now and OMG!!!
the pottery i did the last time has been fired! :DDD
next week, glazing shall be done :DD
heh heh.. cant wait to glaze !!

today, i realised how sucky school is!
i didnt wear school uniform, only camp shirt and pants with slippers.
and alethia, gek and i got kicked out of the school man!!
grrr...
anyways, went home alone since alethia and gek borrowed shoes from cathryn and weiting..
didnt feel like going anyway.. so yeah..
and finally, that made me finally decide on my half-heartedness of whether to join the ipod competition or not and finally, my answer is NOT to join (:
heh heh..

NEA poster design is still having me dangling in the air for ideas...
but heck it, i'll have it in time!

was reading "Botchan" by Natsume Souseki for almost half a day :DD
and im already about half way through..
i think im gonna love Natsume Sousuki's books man..
the way he writes is absolutely cool!! :DD
sadly, this is the english translation..
shall study japanese like mad and be able to read his books in the original language!!! :DDD

ok.. nothing more to update about.
so i'll end here..
shall be back to crap once im bored *lols*

2008-09-02T10:57:00.002+08:00

heh heh..
IM BACK!

rain rain rain rain ..
once again it's raining like mad! ):
what's wrong with mother earth???
maybe she's having mood swings~~
SEE, that's why we must save her!!!
if not she'd make sure we'd regret it man.

talking about saving the earth, i totally irritating alethia and andrew yesterday when we went out. *lols*
andrew took the TODAY paper and i told him he cant just throw it in the dustbin and must throw it in a recycling bin. his face was like "errr.." with his small eyes, getting even smaller! hahas..
plus, when we were buying food, i told him not to take plastic bags cause it'd harm the earth and again, he was giving me the same look!
alethia, who wanted to irritate me, went to buy food and told me "i sure take plastic bag" =.=)ll

we must save the earth la!!!!
the weather is already going mad.
suddenly it's really hot and the next moment, it's super cold!
this isn't just one person's problem but the world's!

YOU WANNA DIE FASTER ISIT?
WHEN YOU DIE YOU WANNA SUFFER SO MUCH THEN DIE?

seriously, i think that for most people, threat makes the best out of a person. LOLS.
youths these days totally think differently...

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anyways, was at HMV yesterday and saw so many new singles out !!!

firstly, YUI!

SUMMER SONG!
my favourite song in the single is none other than the title of this single!
summer song! (:

LEAH DIZON'S NEW ALBUM!
COMMUNICATION!!!

havent really heard all of the songs yet.
but i guess it's not bad. (especially since ah hui is loving it...)

GReeeeN's new album!
A, Domo. Ohisashiburi Desu.
(translation: ah! hi! it's been awhile.)

havent really heard their songs before.
shall check it out soon.
&& ofcourse, there's the song from "ROOKIES" (:

NAMIE AMURO'S new album !!
BEST FICTION!

same for this, havent checked it out.
but there's some songs from the previous singles!
heh heh ... :DDD

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ok.. shall end here!
have to go to school soon!
xoxo

2008-09-01T23:44:00.003+08:00

IM SUPER DUPER HAPPY RIGHT NOW..
ok, shall leave that till later.
shall start with the beginning of my day..

met alethia and andrew and headed down to orchard.
hereen was up first cause andrew wanted to get something..
and we saw, BOYS LIKE GIRLS (i think it's spelt this way) the band!
not a big fan nor did i know of them till today (lols)
and they walked pass me and i didnt know till i later saw them on stage =.=ll
anyways, PICS!

(sorry, used handphone cam which is like only 3.2MP ? so it's really blur )

headed to takashimaya after that.
&& had ice cream :DD
and ofcourse kinokuniya :D

andrew's!

mine!

alethia's!
and my choco fishy :DD

after having some food, headed home.

came out again cause dad wanted to go to library and guess what??

bought me a new phone!!! :DDD

the design's kinda sucky but hey, it's a flip phone! :D

heh heh..

i totally love my new phone!!!

sadly, not external memory but internal memory is 8G ! (cool eh?)

shall give some head's up after a week or so..

havent really played around with the phone yet.

heh heh.. totally happy..

plus, was looking for natsume souseki's books at kinokuniya but couldnt find the japanese version. luckily, library had the english versions!

i think im really gonna fall in love with his books (:

right now, reading botchan!

tomorrow, i'll be heading to school, i guess..

to do the ipod design thingy..

hopefully i can get something done..

shall end here.

xoxo

2008-08-31T17:39:00.003+08:00

OK. im totally satisfied with myself :D *BIG SMILES*

finally completed "ZERO NO TSUKAIMA" season two :DD
yay ~~~ season three is up next!
though i must say, the anime's sooooo damn erotic? saitou keeps looking at womem's boobs and always soo 'gaga' =.=ll LAME... but i like it when they go into war and all.. (the fighting, and the stupid queen)
one thing i must say. the queen is pretty dumb and so damn act innocent?
kinda makes me wanna puke everytime she goes to them and say "i have a favour to ask..."
and she keeps saying she doesnt want war but ends up going into war, plus, asking them to get involved =.=ll
maybe, im just one of the minority that thinks she's kinda f*ed up...
oh well..

having TV madness today..
been watching anime plus tv like mad.. -.-ll
somehow, i bet lots of people are gonna say i've got no life.. LOLS
whatever.. it's like finally i get to enjoy anime ? :DD
bought so many yet, i have a pile to finish man..
it's totally collecting dust and a waste of money if i dont watch..

anyways, just watched "koizora" ep 4
it's totally different from the movie..

way way way better but sadly, i dont like the actor playing as hiro..
the hiro in the movie was more handsome *lols*
but after watching more.. erena acting as mika doesnt look that bad..
plus, she's a few weeks younger than me !!! LOLS. yet, she looks like she's 19 or 20?
(SEE !!! people who say i look old, dont you say i look old!!! )

ok shall end here..

2008-08-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

MS PHUA !!!

&& as promised, TEACHERS' DAY PICS (concert)

to be honest, i hate his singing and i doubt i'd ever impress any girl man...

it'd totally spoill the ear drums~~

didnt really like it when i saw the rehersals but on the actual day, they werent that bad.
i really like them playing the guitar ! :DD **wishes i could play that well >.<**

STOMP PERFORMANCE !!!
as always, totally AWESOME!

the two MCs

before that, ACES day. there was a pumping competition.

see HAI YONG?

mrs ong, ms chia and i :D

OK.. i finally posted up pictures :DD
surprised that the blogger upload was kinda fast.
since whenever i use it, it dislikes me and so, always loads so slowly, and sometimes even NOTHING appears !!

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finally watched finished ZERO NO TSUKAIMA season one ~~
heh heh.. season two shall be up next !
then, season three which is currently airing!

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i think tomorrow i'll be heading to PC fair instead...
daddy wants to get me a new memory card for camera but i dont wanna!
my stupid laptop cant read CF cards!!!! grrrr...
i rather he'd get me the memory stick duo.. then i can use for my laptop :DD
heh heh..
shall see how tomorrow..

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i feel like going up to KL and shop like mad..
but im like totally broke man..
grrrrr.....
money money please dont run away from me ~~~
LOLS..

im also craving for sushi man..
my tag conversations with diana and yamei are making me totally crave for it :X
omg omg omg !!!
WEDNESDAY PLEASE COME !!!

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yesterday was talking to ivan ko about blogging..
and i cant believe he actually created one >.<)ll
plus, if he's reading my blog..
PLEASE STOP CALLING ME NEWS REPORTER!! (and look at how it's spelt)
and also, if you cant spell my name.. then dont =.=)ll
you've totally changed it into something else !

ok...shall end here and continue watching zero no tsukaima season two!
xoxo

2008-08-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

ROTTING AT HOME RIGHT NOW !
i have absolutely nothing to do, with the exception of homework ofcourse.
it's the HOLIDAYS! the start of it ! and i dont wanna spend my day doing homework, not today.
ROT ROT ROT..

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anyways, many may already know (and yes, im SUPER slow).
COMEX FAIR IS ON !!! (since thursday)
singapore's IT fair.
it'd be on till tomorrow, 31 Aug 2008.
i havent been there yet since i have nothing to buy. but i hope i'll be able to check it out tomorrow. squeezing into the crowd and having impatience... lols..

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plus, today there's matsuri at vivo. as well as tomorrow.
3PM - 7PM.

for more infomation : http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=51250

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woooo.. matsuri sounds cool. i havent been to any cosplay events at all ):
PC fair or matsuri???
hmmm...

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pictures i was suppose to post up today or some time later...
shall be uploaded later (if i dont get too lazy)

ok shall end here for now.
xoxo

2008-08-29T20:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !!!!
to all teachers out there.

today, school was kinda boring with the ACES day thingy.
cathryn, gekling, weiting, andrew and i went around to give teachers gifts and we ended up having to help out to keep the benches ):
what's more, MR TERRENCE KOH (think it's spelt this way) asked us if we needed up and we said yes. guess what he said? "you guys got so many people to help" and continued walking .. -.-ll

concert this year sucked in a way.. the skit was good. geraldine was good :D
hahas. (to geraldine: i took a video ~~~ )
STOMP was as always, really good!
but the singing and all.. was like .. "errrr..."

after school, waited for ivan ko and went to the canteen with alethia and andrew.
there, i bumped into the two girls i always bump into! diana and yamei!
saw sheena jie, rizal and the rest of the gang. rizal looked really funny with his hairstyle.. LOLS.

went to sunplaza to have lunch and ivan ko, as promised, bought us drinks :D
came back to school after that and slacked at the com lab.
watched this really funny japanese videos, "gaki no tsukai".
do check it out yeah?
you'll surely laugh your ass out!
heh heh..

after that came home, ate and slacked.
chatting with chervyn now.
been a really really long time since we've catched up.

to ah tat; really sorry. didnt feel like going in the end.

ok. tired !!!
shall end here for now with my laziness with me.
pictures shall be posted up tomorrow or so..

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!! :DDD

xoxo

2008-08-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

im sad and happy at the same time.
yesterday was a really sad day for me. hais.

i'll really miss the people who always talk to me in class (chris, his wife, johnathan, his friend, and the list goes on.. )
AND ofcourse, katsuma sensei (:

always talking super fast in class and going through lessons and always there to help us with questions.

stayed back after class to ask sensei some questions and chatted with her a little plus, i got her email (: so i'll be in touch with her!
also, i gave her something for teachers' day (it's actually something not celebrated in japan!).
after that took the mrt home and met johnathan on the way.

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this morning, woke up super early to watch itazura na kiss ep 20.
&& omg!!! i JUST LOVE how irie is so sudden and cold. hahas. though it's like lame cause everytime he hurts kotoko so much.

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school today was ok, i guess. totally forgot there was chemistry today. luckily there wasnt much from the textbook and all.
after that, FREE PERIOD. went to help with CCA stuffs. after that, i went to find the sec 1 girls to pass them the things and tell them what to do. unfortunately, i think ms yzelman told me wrongly. IT WASNT THE SEC 1s BUT THE SEC 2s i should have been meeting! omg...

anyways, im like kinda pissed by the sec 2s. SERIOUSLY, give me attitude for what?! they came late and i had to go plus, i had the wrong information! wanna blame me for what?! at least, i told them what to do and the sec1s were already down to do the notice board. it's really idiotic man. -.-ll WHATEVER. how much you hate me, im still your senior who is also in charge.

anyways, went to find andrew and the rest. waited for them while POA was in progress still. after that, BAD NEWS. ivan ko was busy till 4pm plus plus.. so we went to sun plaza to get teachers' day stuffs. after that headed back to school and guess what? he totally stood up on us ! (not as in bgr way la!) he was TOO BUSY with work... it was damn dumb? luckily, it wasnt all that boring. teachers were playing badminton in the hall and there was rehersals for the concert tomorrow.
heh heh.. GERALDINE CHEN! I'LL BRING MY CAMERA!!! hahas..

left school at 6pm and came home.
TIRED TIRED TIRED i am!
tiredness has taken over me!

relatives are coming soon..
cute little cousins are coming ~
omg. im so tired! -.-ll

shall end here..
xoxo

2008-08-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

finally back from horrid school.

today i woke up SUPER early and watched anime while waiting for time to pass. *lols*
met alethia and took mrt today. sadly, the person she wanted to disturb was absent.
school was ok i guess.
had chemistry practical today :D
and again, my side of the bench got to make BLUE colored crystals (CuNO3)
boring!!! i wanna do CuCl2 crystals !!! they're GREEN! ):

after school went for pottery class. this time, it was really fun.
especially, since i finally completed a piece in 2 hours? heh heh..
plus, with the help of theresa. my design looks somewhat abnormal. *lols*
no pictures for now cause my phone will get really white if i took it out to take pictures.
im totally pleased with my work today (:

rain rain rain...
it was pouring so damn heavily !
luckily, vivian, lucia and i got a ride from mr soon.
THANKS MR SOON !!!

met diana at the bus interchange. hahas. we seem to be meeting each other all the time!
omg.. "fate has brought us together". hahas..
she'll be coming back for teachers' day. so i'll bump into her again. hahas..

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maths test tomorrow.
grrr.. really stressful. i have to make my mind totally up and ready for it !
pray hard i'll get my 75 marks and above :D

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ivan ko's MSN nick is something i shall figure out !!!
definitely... if not i will be so damn embarassed to say i have JLPT4 cert and im taking JLPT3 later this year.

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ok. shall get my head cracking for maths ! (:
xoxo

2008-08-25T23:15:00.003+08:00

ok. finally back home ~~
shall do a quick update before i topple on my bed.

ok. woke up kinda early today and waited for time to pass...
met alethia and came to school together.
classes were as per normal, i guess.
teachers' day is coming up real soon and im so not done with the every class have to do thing.
literature results arent what i expected. a little disappointed but whatever~
shall score better the next time round.

rushed home to change and grab my stuffs for japanese course but some asshole made me so fucking pissed off. went to course almost late thanks to that ass. what's more i forgot to take my file and i called back to ask if it's at home and that fucking ass simply blowed into the phone irritating me. whatever. retribution will fall upon him ~

stayed back a little while to talk to sensei about the 3 lessons i missed.
chatted a little with her and i think she's really nice. sadly, i'll be leaving this wednesday.
shall miss my class and the two guys behind me, johnathan and his friend, for always helping me out and joking around. (:
hahas. i think this is like the first positive comment on japanese course?
it's not that bad la. but there's some things that can totally piss you off.
and i seriously hate the office people. such rude people !!
anyways, shall give sensei teachers' day present in advance. (i dont think in japan there's one... hmm... )

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yesterday was watching a little of koizora the drama. and omg. i seriously cant stand it. episode one, less than half of it. i stopped. (btw, there's no subs. so people who wanna watch it, have to wait? lols) the actors and actresses are SO DIFFERENT!!! grrrr... i want the movie ones to act in the drama !!! the drama totally gets on my nerves.. (no hard feelings)

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MENTALLY ILLED PEOPLE. what do you think of them?
as many may know, one of my set text for literature is "OFF-CENTRE BY HARESH SHARMA". it's about mental illness and all.
and many a time when i take the mrt home, i'll always see this guy, around my age?, talking to himself and all, like someone people would call "siao".
he wasnt the one who pissed me off. it was TWO JC GIRLS.
they kept staring at him and laughing at him as if it was so FUNNY. -.-ll
and i thought JC students were more mature. totally changed my mind man.
i was totally and utterly disgusted!
god, do they take literature?
oh wait. maybe they have no brains and common sense and no emotions except to laugh and laugh like an idiot. OH WAIT. MAYBE THEY ARE IDIOTS?
seriously, not to critise JC students or sterotyping them, this incident, have really made me think twice of how mature a person can be. it's really typical singaporean man. ewww..
i have many JC friends but never the sort that laugh at people this way.
omg.. im so disgusted by how human beings react to things which are different.

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ok. shall end here for now.
xoxo

2008-08-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

back home !

omg, liang court is SO BORING !
with the exception that kinokuniya there totally rocks. they have shonen magazine!!! this time round, didnt buy any shonen jump or magazine. but i did see this really cool one .. on soul eater with free goodies from the anime :D wanted to buy it but it cost $11plus !! T.T
plus, i saw S.Q. :DDD OMG !!! $11 plus too !!! *heart aching!!!**
hold my temptations and bought a 10 year series on JLPT3 to practice on which cost me a bomb of $30!

anyways, there was an opening tea party for the new atsuki shop there.. cool people who cosplayed as gothic people.. yeqi wasnt there so didnt stay there for long since andrew, alethia and i felt kinda off.

went to walk around liang court and then back to the centre (if im not wrong).
we went ice cream searching and found that the more we walked, the more expensive it got =.=ll
decided to head down to plaza singapura cause i wanted to go to daiso to buy the candies.
walked around for ice cream again.. in the end, we went to eat some sort of ice kachang sort of thing.

my strawberry :DD

alethia's

andrew's (a combination of both.. lols)

after eating, we bought some mochi and headed home. ale and i met both geraldines (chen and cheng) and peirong.

mochi!

chatting with CNN news reporter now.
and OMG. he's so lame? lols...

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photos from CCA on thurs

unfortunately, i had to change the words. as 'business' is rude...

wong pann's

wong pann's

my first one.. but incompleted cause i thought it was bare..

sec ones ...

2008-08-24T09:44:00.003+08:00

hello !!!
finally able to use the net :D
dont know why but yesterday and this morning, my net totally went from being OK with me and hating me! ):
tired to change the IP address many times then other problems started popping out.
oh well, it's back to normal so yeah..

YESTERDAY;
went to sentosa which totally sucked!
rain rain rain rain rain rain....
was all there was. simply horrid.
anyways, went to eat at the coffeeshop near the bus interchange and guess what?? hokkien mee for only $2 :DD
after eating we took the bus to the beach station and waiting for andrew and the rain to subside.
went to the beach and rain rain rain...
didnt have much fun or played a lot. couldnt take pictures either.
soon enough, the rain got even heavier. we then moved our things to a tent-like thing cause there was an event going on before that. played cards with ale and gek.
when the rain got even worse, the boys came running to the tent and here's what they did...

around 5plus - 6pm ale, gek and i went to shower first and later met the guys outside the toliet.
decided to go eat and then come home.

GROUP SHOTS & others:

lols.. if you look closely, i think you'll find this picture hillarious...

poor gek..

nice shot of andrew *lols*

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OK. i've been really blur recently.

FRIDAY was WONG PANN'S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

YESTERDAY was PEI RONG'S BIRTHDAY.
thanks ale, i got to wish her.. lols ..

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later gonna meet up with andrew and ale and finally, gonna go to liang court :D

2008-08-22T16:42:00.004+08:00

boredom is here again ~

woke up really late today and i guess i kinda pissed alethia. *hahas*
met up with andrew, who was meeting CNN news reporter, to school.
chatted with CNN news reporter and OMG. people these days are damn cheapskate man. (including me, somehow. LOLS) well, basically i've met so many adults who are damn CHEAP. they purposely charge their handphones in their workplace, etc etc. some, make use of such things so much so that i bet their bills at home are really little. hahas.
anyways, once i buy a macbook, i shall look for him :DD free stuffs, discounted stuffs.. :DD
not bad man..

lessons today werent that bad. maths is getting tougher but i'll tough-en out to make sure i'll do well. after school, andrew, gek ling and i went to find CNN news reporter but he wasnt around. waited and waited till 1pm plus? then he finally arrived. went to computer lab to check out the ipod/macbook design competition thingy. i guess i'll be joining since i'll get free lessons on photoshop. plus plus, asked him if he'd teach me 3D animation and he will :D *yay** free lessons and i dont have to figure out from books on how to do it :D
told him about the NEA poster design competition and i gave him an idea i have. places of where to take photos? the clever old man said "east coast park" and a place where rats, JUICY rats ran about freely.. =.=)ll

anyways, shall be bringing about my brain juice to come up with some ideas for both competition. also, i'll expand on his idea for the ipod/macbook design competition. :D

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tomorrow, going to sentosa with the group again. shall take lots of pictures and i'll make sure i'll clean my memory card of the other pictures first, so i'll have lots of free space.

sunday, andrew and i will be going to liang court :D
hopefully, alethia comes too..

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literature results. i dont know if i got top but ms fernandez said i did well. oh well. shall wait for monday to come..

P.S. suddenly, im BBC news reporter -.-ll

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EDIT:
just read comprehension (japanese) about snow white. shall type it out.

白雪姫のお母さんは、白雪姫がまだ　子供の時、重い病気になって亡くなってｌまいました。二度目のお母さんは　とてもきれいな人でした。その新しいお母さんは　いつも自分のことを　世界で　一番　きれいな人と　思っていました。お母さんは　毎朝、魔法のかがみに　聞きました。「この世界の中で　一番　きれなのは　だれですか。」
かがみは　いつも
「この世界の中で　一番　きれなのは　おきさき様、あなたです。」と言いました。
今日も　おきさきは　かがみを見て、
「この世界の中で　一番　きれなのは　だれですか。」と　聞きました。
すると　かがみは
「この世界の中で　一番　きれなのは　あなたの娘の　白雪姫です。」と　言ったのです。
「ええっ、私より　あの子　のほうが　きれいだ　と言うのですか。」
「はい、おきさき様より　白雪姫のほうが　きれいです。」
おきさきは　真っ赤になって怒りました。そして、
「白雪姫を森へ　連れて行って、殺しなさい。」と　猟師に言いました。
しかし　猟師は　殺すことが　できなかったので、白雪姫を暗い森の中に一人　のこして、帰りました。次の日、おきさきは　まだ　かがみに聞きました。
「この世界の中で　一番　きれなのは　だれですか。」
「この世界の中で　一番　きれなのは　もちろん　白雪姫です。」
そのころ、白雪姫は　親切な七人の小人といっしょに、森の中で　楽しく遊んでいました。
２、３の後　りんご売りの　お婆さんが　来ました。
「さあ、甘いくて　美味しいりんごですよ。どうぞ　ひとつ食べてください。」
「まあ、美味しいそうな　りんご。」
白雪姫は　そのりんごをそこし　食べました。しかし、それ　には　毒が　入っていました。
りんご売りのお婆さんは、白雪姫を殺すために来たおきさきでした。

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hahas.. dont understand japanese? hahas.. i shall try to translate :D

When Snow White was a child, her mother died from a serious illness. Her step mother was a very pretty lady. She always thought that she was the prettiest person in the world. Every morning, she would ask a magic mirror "Who is the prettiest lady in the world?"
The magic mirror said, " In the world, the prettiest person is you, the empress."
Even today, she would look at the mirror and ask "Who is the prettiest lady in the world?"
The mirror replied, " " In the world, the prettiest person your daughter, Snow White."
"Eh?! Are you saying that my daughter is prettier than me?"
"Yes, Snow White is prettier than you."
The empress turned red with anger. She then asked Ryoushi, "Bring Snow White to the forest and kill her."
However, Ryoushi couldn't bring himself to kill her. He then brought her into the deep, dark forest and came back himself.
The next day, the empress asked the mirror again.
"Who is the prettiest lady in the world?"
" In the world, the prettiest person is ofcourse Snow White."
Meanwhile, Snow white and the 7 kind drawfs played happily in the forest.
2-3 days later, an old lady selling apples came.
"Now, have a sweet and juicy apple. Please, have some."
"Wow, such delicious looking apples."
Snow White ate a little bit of the apple. However, that apple was poisoned. The old lady that sold the apples brought it to her to kill her.

lols.. translation isnt that good. but im sure you'll get it somehow or another.. hahas..

2008-08-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

tskk tskk..
today is a day that's full of 'pissing off' here and there..

firstly, PE. I am sick and i didnt want to do PE. however, what mr lim thinks is that even if you're sick you can still do PE. well then, why not you ask a very sick person (like someone on the verge of 'death'?) and ask that person to exercise? his morals and mine dont meet. i dont believe in a shit he says and whatever he says, is just crap. CRAP. sickening and irritating to the ears ~~ just like him. sickening and irritating to see. if he thinks he's all so high and mighty, WHATEVER. cause i dont give a damn.
plus, i think he has issues man. BIG ISSUES. and maybe a little 'mental'.

secondly, the classes upstairs on the second floor. irritating people, boys. spitting from the second floor as if it's their di pan and they have every rights in the world to spit from there. disgusting people they are. there's a saying that goes "boys will be boys" however in this case, i doubt they're even boys. are they inhumane? why not, just go to the jungle or rural areas and be barbarians? that way, they can spit however amount they like and as and when they like.

thirdly, chua wei lun. he got on my nerves and i doubt i'll forgive him. whatever. he thinks what? he's the only person having a bad day? whatever..

lastly, CCA. im freaking pissed off by the fact that ms yzelman left before me! she left! and a sec 3 girl and i had to bring everything up (paintings) by oursleves. wth..

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note: dont piss me off and i wont piss you off. push it and i'll make sure you'll regret. oh wait, there's a thing called retribution.

2008-08-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

today sucks. seriously.

literature today was ok i guess. sadly, literature marks for CT isnt out yet. **pray hard that i'll get top and high marks :D**

during geography lesson, ms yzelman asked me to go for CCA as usual. "oh well, whatever," i thought. but this time, im really in deep shit? maybe. cause my CCA points is 0 *lols* thankfully, she sort of helped me. so i guess i'll have to go tomorrow ): *sobbs**

plus, that's not all. today SERIOUSLY sucks. ivan ko called me a REPORTER! wtf**
a REPORTER ?! seriously, i dont wish to be one. connotations is my head are basically negative and i bet it's all negative in his head. ewww..
just because i commented in andrew's and zhizhen's friendster doesnt mean im a REPORTER ok?!
tskk tskk..

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went for japanese course today since there wasnt any lunch bunch. before that, i was having lots of second thoughts about not going. ended up going anyway. missed out on so much already.
slept on the mrt like a snoozing pig and my head tilted to one side. i hope i didnt lie on the guy sitting beside me man. so embarassing!!!

anyways, course was ok today. easy to understand. sensei was surprised when i asked her about keigo and the notes i printed out. :D
plus, thanks to the guys sitting behind me (lols, sorry, dont know his name) for lending me notes and for giving a break from copying like mad by emailing everything to me :D THANKS THANKS!

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ok, time for teeveee~~

2008-08-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

hello my readers!
results for common tests are really good for some whereas the rest just plain suck. literature results are still pending. so i'll blog about the rest.

1) ENGLISH - 18/30
-seriously, SERIOUSLY, hate myself right now. how can i get so low?! screw it man!

2) MATHEMATICS - 34/40
-kinda disappointed, but at least i got my A1. was totally aiming for full marks ): shall work like mad for End Of Year Examinations.

3) SCIENCE PHYSICS - 33/40
-VERY, VERY, VERY DISAPPOINTED! was totally aiming for full marks ): stupid stupid stupid!!!

SCIENCE CHEMISTRY - 37/40
- 3 MORE MARKS !!! how dumb can i get ??? grrr.. VERY, VERY, VERY DISAPPOINTED!!!

4)COMBINED HUMANITIES (GEOGRAPHY) - 13/25
- LOLS. ok, didnt spend my time studying much on it. who else to blame? myself. shall work hard like mad for End Of Year Examinations.

5)CHINESE - 27/100
- wow, surprisingly, 27 is my number man. i've been scoring 27 for chinese for countless times. shall work hard on HSK basic to push up my chinese. :/

OVERALL, I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF ):
hais.

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ok, enough of negative thoughts on examinations. may my literature get top and A1.

today, we got our class photos and i totally look FAT. ):
anyways, i think wai soon's and henry's the best. *lols.*
here's the pictures.

Formal:

Informal:

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polyclinic finally called me up today. and the neurosci lab thingy is like a month from now. wow, how long do they expect me to wait (-.-)ll

talking about polyclinic, after school weiting accompanied me to the polyclinic cause my nose was like suffocating me.
met yamei and diana there. funny thing was, we kept bumping on to each other.
first, we met at the taking queue number machine then later at the the pharmacy and then on the bus heading home. *LOLS.*

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missed pottery class today all thanks to my stupid nose. there's no more nose piercing, yet my nose is still giving me problems :/
this really sucks.

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ok, shall end for here. show's gonna start soon. tskk.. was planning to watch anime first. time moves so quickly..

xoxo

2008-08-17T08:22:00.005+08:00

hello people!

ok, talked about anime marathon in my last post right? hahas. i only started in the late afternoon. guess what? I FINALLY FINISHED IT!!! hahahahahahahas~~~
omg, I LOVE THE SERIES!! anyone know when season two is coming out? :DD
btw, the series is BAMBOO BLADE.

heh heh love how she is so pretty and cute infront of dan-kun but is evil inside~~ lols

TAMA-CHAN KAWAII!!!! :DDDD

okok, shall stop about anime before i go 'crazy' (people who know me, should know why.. hehe)

wanted to get my butt moving to orchard today but i got lazy. so much for shonen jump. i guess i'll miss two issues (36 & 37/38) hais. but seriously, i prefer shonen magazine. there's a manga i really like inside! sadly, i cant find it here :/ shall stomp to malaysia and buy lots of it sometime later in the year :DD

also, was suppose to meet theresa today, luckily i told her yesterday that i wont be able to wake up, for sure. *lols* and yeah, i woke up kinda early and went back to sleep like a pig till late afternoon.

tomorrow im gonna go back to japanese course (grrr..) well, i have to just 'tahan' (tolerate) for a little whole more, just till this term ends (: 2 more weeks people!

anyways, just self-cut my fringe cause it was getting in my way. (it totally poked my eye!) hair cutting skills arent that great either, so it ended up a little weird, but heck it. skills havent improved much since i quit going for hair cutting course. fingers are still crooked as always *lols*. plus plus, my hands were itchy, and i almost started cutting my entire hair to SHORT. i dont know. should i cut it short or leave it long? (itchy hands and never-ending dissatisfaction -.-ll)

2 MORE WEEKS OF SCHOOL && SCHOOL HOLIDAYS IS HERE ~~
WOOHOO ~
what great timing :D
2 weeks more of japanese course hell and 2 weeks more till holidays :DD

2008-08-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

BIG SHOCK. O.O
theresa messaged me to check my email and guess what i found?

Dear Theresa & Dinika,

It's 2008 & we've got a lot to
do for the Navalite Voyager! I want it to be much better than last year and I need your help! Last year's paper was good, but it can be designed for better reading.

I'd like to appoint Theresa Creative
Director & Dinika Asst. Creative Director for the Navalite Voyager 2008.
It'll earn you CCA points!

Currently, Theresa is working on designing a press pass for all the reporters of the Navalite Voyager.

To start out, I thought you might be interested in checking out these sites:
.
.(fastforward>>)
.
Have a good time & I look forward to working with you both.
-Ms. F

grrr... saw this email and i was like "WHAT?!" ***SCREAMS*** another year man.
brain juices arent that active anymore.. geeeshh.. oh well, im guess im stuck with it. there's no way, absolutely NO WAY i can run in the end.

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so much for that.

gonna start my anime marathon today and tomorrow. gonna watch anime like mad and relax ~~

-xoxo

flashback

2008-08-15T21:18:00.003+08:00

ho ho(^o^

OK, im really bored right now.
so much so that i took the effort to re-read some of my past blog entries. i realised how much my language and way/style of writing has changed. i cant believe i used to type like this "wo think so..." or something like that. somehow, reading back, the sentence doesnt make much sense to me (>.<)ll **hahas** (ironic eh?) i guess i only started changing my ways in 2007, last year. i used better english *lols* and though, many of my posts were like full of vulgarities and anger-hate-frustration messages. well, what can i say? i used to be really violent and vular? lols. but, that doesnt mean in not any more. i do get fed up at things sometimes, but im controlling it.

anyways, it's been awhile since i've been posting up photos right? so here's some photos back from my past posts.

sheena jie and i

complain ~~~

juju

*hearts**

the pretty seal and i :D

MISSES!

i miss these two guys !!!

miga!!!

yanqing!!!

i miss the windows~~

(:

MISSES(:

the nerds we are *lols*

heh heh O.O

i miss my hair style :/ (and the hairband)

MISSES *

MS TAN!!!

ms tan and i (:

*lols*

lols. she was reluctant to take photos.

MISSES* (GEMS 008)

sunrise

juju :D

sexy andrew and poor haiyong

guys trying to impress girls?

a priceless shot

*lols* acting macho

sexy ben

w/o me!

with me!

2008-08-15T15:04:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST IS OVER~~~
WOOOHOOO ~~~ (^o^)

ok, basically, i kinda screwed myself up. urghhhs !!! physics paper was OK, i guess. just that, HOW COULD I BE SOOOOO DUMB????!! omg.. i couldnt even do simple convertion ):
hais. shall memorise like mad now!!! ***drill drill !!! drill into my brains!!!***
as for literature, AHEM, i totally guessed correctly what was coming out :D heh heh..
good instincts, and im loving my instincts for literature~ (also, i finally, FINALLY, bring myself to answer that gut feelings :D && yes, im right~~~ ) sadly, brains went down the sea with no smooth sailing, HAIS. but, nevermind! im sure im gonna do well~~ :DDD
A1 come to me ~~~

OK, now common test is done, here comes big big big space for improvement. have to study like mad from now on. maths is gonna get tougher and tougher. so as other subjects.
a few days ago, henry told me im the study type. (somehow, he was really PISSING me off, how sarcastic and mean can he get? oh wait, THIS ISNT THE WORST. ) plus, guess what he said? he said he doesnt study at all! wth, if that's true, im like seeing IRIE NAOKI in reality man. (wait wait wait!!!! STOP!!! isnt he just like irie naoki? omg.. )
OK, whatever. so what if im the study sort? nerd? maybe. but i realised something. if i just put my mind to it, im sure i can get it in 5mins for so (for japanese katakana, that is...). anyways, all i have to do is study like mad till after O levels and im done! unless, ofcourse, i decide to go to JC, provided i pass my chinese.

here's what i have to prepare for the coming months to come ~ :
1. End Of Year Examinations (~ 5 weeks more?)
2. JLPT 3 (7 Dec 2008)
3. Chinese
4. JLPT 2* (june/ july 2009)
5. NEA poster competition (october)

that's about it for now. the list will definitely grow longer as time passes.

geeeee... i have nothing more to blog about for now. shall blog again ~~

2008-08-13T16:41:00.004+08:00

blogskin went all weird ):
the picture went missing!!! maybe you guys could see it, but i couldnt ): grrr..
so i changed blogskin with the help of shiting ~~

COMMON TEST has started...
i must say, it's not easy yet, it's not difficult.
yesterday was english and chinese paper.
chinese was EASY! (if i had studied. lols)
seriously, im not kidding. even eugene PASSED. (not to be sarcastic)
grrr.. anyways, WEE THENG is now my source of encourage for chinese ~~~ heh heh..
congrats girl !!! SEE, if she can pass why cant i? gonna put my effort in the stupid subject!!!

today's papers were geography and chemistry. both of which i kena screwed up ):
HAIS! all my stupid carelessness. i missed out on one part of a question for geo!
chemistry is a sure-sure pass likewise for geo, i hope.., but i made some stupid mistakes.
and for balancing equation, im screwed :X
grrrr...

tomorrow's maths!!
heh heh.. gonna practice like mad today ~~~
may my sweet A1 come to me~~~ :DDD

then after, literature and physics!
heh heh.. shall score for these two!!!

ok, enough of exams and all.

like said in my previous post, HAPPY LEFT-HANDERS DAY TO ALL LEFT HANDERS! (:

ok. shall end here for now.
if im bored later and tired of studying, i shall come back to rant :D

2008-08-11T17:21:00.004+08:00

hello folks! ok, AOD asked me to post this up and i think it's really cool!! ** envious ***

like the poster says: LEFT HANDERS DAY
it's a day just for special people who are left handers. how cool is that?! **grrr... why am i a right hander???**

anyways, you guys must be wondering if there's a left handers day, there should be one for right handers right? hahas. WRONG!!! there isnt! ): **sobbs**
went to google "right handers day" and the only thing that came out was "left handers day"
**sobs***

ok enough sobbing.. shall start by telling you guys what it's all about. (all from http://www.lefthandersday.com/ )

"On 13th August 1992 the Club launched International Left-Handers Day, an annual event when left-handers everywhere can celebrate their sinistrality and increase public awareness of the advantages and disadvantages of being left-handed. This event is now celebrated worldwide, and in the U.K. alone there were over 20 regional events to mark the day in 2001- including left-v-right sports matches, a left-handed tea party, pubs using left-handed corkscrews where patrons drank and played pub games with the left hand only, and nationwide "Lefty Zones" where left-handers creativity, adaptability and sporting prowess were celebrated, whilst right-handers were encouraged to try out everyday left-handed objects to see just how awkward it can feel using the wrong equipment!

These events have contributed more than anything else to the general awareness of the difficulties and frustrations left-handers experience in everyday life, and have successfully led to improved product design and greater consideration of our needs by the right-handed majority - although there is still a long way to go!!"

-quote from official website-

cool right?
and i seriously agree with the last sentence. right-handed majority needs to understand and make way for more things (products, machinese, simple things like keyboards and mouse, instruments, etc etc) for the left-handed people. plus, because majority of us are right-handed people, almost everything in our life is made for us right-handed people. unfair? maybe, maybe not.

in the website, i've also found left-handed languages, most of which is negative. ):

Greek
Skaios - Ill-omened, awkward

Italian
Mancino - Crooked, maimed

Spanish
Zurdo - Reverse - No Ser Zurdo = Clever

French
Gauche - Awkward, clumsy

Dutch
Linkshandig - To "have two left hands" means to be clumsy.

German
Links, Linkisch - Awkward

Norwegian
Kjevhendt - Crooked-handed (also advised to us as keivhent, left-hander)

Swedish
Vänsterhänt

Australia
Mollie Dooker - Something to do with having fists like a girl

Portuguese
Canhoto

Latin
Sinister - On the left-hand side
Dexter - On the right hand side (dextrous)

-taken from official website-

plus, there's really cool facts about left-handers

"Left-handers excel particularly in tennis, baseball, swimming and fencing

Left-handers usually reach puberty 4 to 5 months after right-handers

4 of the 5 original designers of the Macintosh computer were left-handed

1 in 4 Apollo astronauts were left-handed - 250% more than the normal level.

Left-handers are generally more intelligent, better looking, imaginative and multi-talented than right handers - based on discussions among members of the Left-Handers Club! :) "

heh heh .. so girls looking for more handsome guys, go find left-handers !!! hahas..

INTERESTED ON ALL THE JUICY BITES ON LEFT-HANDERS AND MORE, GET YOUR FINGERS CLICKING TO http://www.lefthandersday.com !!!

13 AUGUST 2008 - TO ALL LEFT-HANDERS OUT THERE, HAPPY LEFT-HANDERS DAY!!! (:

2008-08-11T13:10:00.002+08:00

love the new blog song ???
hahas... EIJI WENTZ IS SOOOO COOL ~~~
i know i used to say that teppei is wayyyy better than eiji, but after hearing this song and MV, i totally change the way i view him.. lols..
maybe cause when i hear him sing in the duo with teppei, WaT, his voice was like strange? i think he suits this kind of songs better... :DDDD
woots~~~

anyways, i know im slow, cause this song was released last year. but it's a great song, dont you think? heh heh ...

Awaking Emotion 8/5 - Wentz Eiji

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today is another boring day ~
the sun rises and sets so quickly ~
time doesnt wait ~
but we wait ~
wait for something to come ~

lalalas~~~
ok, im a little mad.

there's jap course today. should i go ? should i not go?
i feel like going but thinking again, i'll come home LATE and i'll be really tired.
plus, common test starts TOMORROW!
should i take the risk?
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THINGS HAPPENING THIS WEEK:
COMMON TEST 12/8 ~ 15/8

NEUROSCI LAB **

**maybe

2008-08-10T21:38:00.004+08:00

currently awaiting for pizza to arrive so just let me rant out all my emotions right now.
just saw vanessa's tag.

and i seriously, SERIOUSLY been missing out on a lot on school and my friends outside school.
i really miss them! if only i can stop time and turn back to enjoy every moment with them.
ever since june holidays ended, things have been really messed up and rushing has always been the thing.. i really want to take the slow road down and enjoy things smoothly and nicely.
but i guess it cant be done for now, until i finally finish up all my messes and clear my mind.
mind has been really messed up on what should have been and what is reality.
oh well, maybe it's my mistake for the choices i've made. and no, i dont regret them. cause i'll never know unless i get my ass there and try right?
if it isnt good, i have still have the luxury of quitting or stopping.
like my previous job at the restuarant. thinking back on it, i think i must have been the luckiest little girl there. DAY ONE AND I WANTED TO QUIT! manager was kind enough and understanding to let me go. but i stayed for two more days till my 'misery' ended. (lols..)
but it wasnt that hard. i miss the people there. my co-workers were super nice to me and i really enjoyed myself there, maybe i didnt show it out well. maybe it's because the moment i stepped in there, i regretted like mad! but hey, it's a learning experience. and i miss them a lot though it wasnt the greatest memory i ever had (it only took 1 day for me to think over, 3 days to quit. HELLO ?)
anyways, about working, friends may remember as the girl who worked and worked without enjoying herself before i turned into a nerd (lols). amazingly, i now wonder, what was it that drove me to think of work at the age of 13? though working was really fun. especially since my job was like basically slacking? it was an easy job and i loved it. firstly, it was because of a reason i shall not say here; basically a personal reason. and also, i got to try out different foods from different areas and it was fun working with the neighbouring stall holders (hahas.. DISCOUNTS:D) but one thing i've learnt from it all was that i was missing out A LOT from school and social life. basically, when i went back to school i didnt have much friends around. maybe the usual gang, but i could feel a gap between. but i didnt care till sec 3 (last year). i think that friends are important people in life. be it good or bad. or later become enemies. cause it a social thing that human beings need, i guess. -to have fun, to experience happiness and joy and ofcourse, sadness, and everything else. everything is a learning experience.
im not smart, i have to admit. dont think im like some super brain nerd freak cause im not. i make so many mistakes in life. i may write good english from some people's standpoint, but from other's this is just crap. oh well, it's different all the time right? anyways, what im saying is, i feel that almost 90% or more is a mistake in my life. but should i give up or not? i gave up in the past but finally, i guess, i found something i want to do. now, i want to turn around that 90% or more of mistakes into something i can learn from.

many of which is about friends.
yes, i've lost contact with so many because i was either too busy trying to cope with my problems or i didnt want anyone to bother me anymore. i must say, im someone who doesnt like people butting into my problems and pride is a big issue over my ass. maybe that's why im unapproachable. i always get wound up by my personal attitude and problems that i dont take time to relax and listen and look around me.
im already fortunate enough to have people around me who care for me and always giving in to my childishness. i guess i should really take time off from all those and bring myself forward to talking to people. should i change myself? im still asking myself..
i should try...

to the people i've been missing, im sorry to have lost contact with you guys. i'll catch up with you guys soon. (:

onii chan once told me that i should stop being a hikkikomori. im still trying to and i will try my best to change so that once you are out from NS, you'll be able to see the different me.
this is not for your sake but for mine. it is something i want to do.

2008-08-10T14:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
ok... i couldnt keep my itchy hands off anymore.. ):
hais.. so much for tolerance and discipline.
anyways, for now screw it.

as some may already know what happend last thursday..
YES, IM STILL FREAKINGLY FREAKED OUT BY IT ):
god knows what's wrong..
firstly, let me say this... it's the first time i've been so freaking scared man. i thought i was gonna die. yes, DIE. i know it seems over to say "die" but hey, death comes about every single day. dont tell me there's a day when someone doesnt die right? it's said that someone dies everyday.. ok ok .. anyways, thursday i suddenly had a freak out inccident.

-couldnt see properly with and without conatcts
-blurred patches; couldnt see lines, letters.. blah blah..
-BIG HEADACHE
-right hand totally went numb
-suffered for 2-3 hours?

at first when i told this to ah pann and all.. some said i have lack of sleep, some said it's brain cancer, worse of all.. mom said it was tumour! WTH.
got so freaked out by it.
i dont want to die this way man and at such an age!

slept through the night till friday morning and the headache was still there so i decided not to go to school. went to polyclinic and they referred me to tan tock seng hosiptal for eye check up.. && guess what nothing is wrong !!! ):

doctors cant tell what's wrong with me !!!
then who can???? OMG ..

in any case, im fine for now (:
hahas.. may nothing of such happen during common test!

AND ANDREW, NO I DO NOT HAVE BRAIN CANCER!!!!

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so much for national day and 080808 beijing olympics ~
had my days feeling terrible !!!

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feeling really tired recently and espeically with everything that is going on ):
i really dont wanna scare myself man..

plus, dad had allowed me to skip jap courses for the time being **yay**
told sensei about it last wednesday cause of common test and she said if i dont get anything next week i shall come back and ask her ~~ heh heh ..
besides, the lesson 16 isnt that hard larh. i can acutally read up and study myself ~~

common test is coming up like real quickly ...
time sure flies ~~
been studying a little only every now and then ...
dont really have much mood. ):
hais. what is wrong with me man?
plus, chinese im thinking of giving up for this time..
shall chiong for EOY instead.. should try to at least score 30 and above right? =.=ll
plus, i have to tell myself not to SLEEP during the paper!!!
(cause seriously, looking at chinese papers make me sleepy~~ hahas)

ok, shall stop here!!! should try to study a little more ~~~

2008-08-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

OMG !!! went to ziyi's blog just now and i totally forgot this thursday there'll be LUNCH BUNCH !!!! T.T can i not go? (lols, if ms f is reading this, i bet she'll feel like skinning me alive ~ >.< ) anyways, OMG !!!! can i scream out loud?? OMG !!!! hahas.. plus, i was planning not to go to school on thursday due to PE! the worse ever class there has to be man. wayyyyy wayyy worse than chinese !

last night was chatting with gay partner ah hui ~
and omg, i finally kick my butt to go search on JLPT registration time and dates when i came across this, JLPT WILL CHANGE IN 2010 !!!! omg... i was like screaming in my head. lols.
the current one consist of 4 levels and because there have been complains that there's a way too big jump from jlpt 3 and 2, they'll be changing it to 5 levels (N1, N2, N3, N4, N5). all of which is actually about the same just that, N3 test will consist of half of jlpt 3 and jlpt 2, basically the gap in between. (WTH?!!!) btw, the system was suppose to start next year, thankfully, they kicked it to 2010 ! (:DD)

ok, i dont know if it's a good thing or not, but i think the jump between jlpt 2 and 3 is a good thing ! this proves that we shouldnt be complacent and not study hard enough right? grrrr...
told parents this and they didnt say much about it. just that bro thinks that me taking the jlpt is a waste of time & money.

whatever, cause seriously, i think paper qualifications are wayyyy more important than just being able to speak, write, read. you have to know all these in the end right? paper qualifications can help in the near future, who knows? why be arrogant and think that everything will be the same? times are changing, im sixteen now, people who see my qualifications now when i apply for part time jobs (with jlpt4) may say it's a big WOW but in the near future, i bet having jlpt 4 at my age will be a normal thing already. there are so many more rich kids and parents who 'force' or allow their kids to pursue their dreams who already have the qualifications. im serious, last year when i went for the exam, i WASNT the youngest there ok? there were primary school kids there ! SMALL KIDS YOU KNOW?! their like p4-6? (overheard their mom talking.. ) so me, at this age, SIXTEEN, having jlpt 4 cert. isnt such a big deal. i have to keep moving and get as many as i can. plus, i may have not told my parents yet, but im planning to get scholarships to go to japan to study. it'd be really cool man ~~~ heh heh.. watch me!!! also, if i dont get it, i dont think i have any regrets as long as i've tried my best. who knows what's installed for me in the future? all i have to do is to make one decision at a time, be it good or bad, i'll learn from everything. why not risk the chance? maybe it'd be good.

ok, talking about jlpt. IM SERIOUSLY NOT HAPPY WITH THE FEES !!! grrrr...
this year fees are UP UP UP man ! jlpt 4 is $35 !!! last year, i only took it for $20 man.. plus, application forms price went up too. $1 to $2 ): grrrrrr... everything's up man. plus, JLPT 3 AND 4 IS THE SAME PRICE !!!!!!! hais. funds funds.. shall start work soon after EOY exams!

oh yeahs, REGISTRATION FOR JLPT IN SINGAPORE STARTS TOMRORROW, 4TH AUG 2008 TO 5TH SEPTEMBER 2008!!! so people who are going, do register within this time. for prices enquires and all that, go to JCS webbie.
http://www.jcss.org.sg/test.html

gonna get my form tomorrow but i shall not submit till after 27 aug ~~~ heh heh..
shall not register under as a JCS student but as a private candidate (:

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today's a boring day~
spent time slacking like mad since i wont be slacking for the rest of the week till after common test. shall study like mad !!!!

also, about my decision to stop blogging for the time being. yes, i'll shall stop for the time being. till after common test. shall keep my itchy hands to myself for two weeks! i shant be pathetic and come blog again ~~
BUT, i'll just come to reply tags. that'll all and check emails.
so if you wanna contact me, do contact my mobile instead~

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THINGS COMING UP:
-KANJI TEST L6-10 6 AUG
-NATIONAL DAY 9 AUG
-YEN'S & JOYCE'S BIRTHDAY 9 AUG
-NATIONAL DAY SCHOOL HOLIDAY 11 AUG
-COMMON TEST 12-15 AUG

2008-08-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

HO HO ~
was looking at shirota yu's blog just now and OMG !!! hahas.. all his pictures are soooooooo handsome? plus plus, there's a picture of shunji kissing his forehead :DDD kyaaa~~~
ok. shall stop going mad right now.

anyways, short post for today.
really tired! (though i've been like lazing around till 6pm? or so.. hahas)
work shall be done later (lols. it's already 9.25pm!!)
what the heck..

plus, im planning to stop blogging for awhile till after common test. shall see how things go for the next few days. next two weeks are BUSY BUSY BUSY. yeah, really busy ):
plus i just realised, my national day holiday is gone! GONE I TELL YOU! hais. so much for that~

2008-08-01T20:46:00.003+08:00

Hello people of the world~~

heh heh..
yes, idiotic me is back to blog!!! i think today is a really REALLY great day (:
i let out a whole lot of things in my mind, thank you to my lovely esther for hearing me out.
hahas..

woke up early today. like REAL early. 5am and i was awake already, not fully but was enough to drag myself to my laptop. wanted to watch anime in the morning but i was like still in a daze so i decided to go back to sleep with my alarm waking me up every 5 mins so as not to fall asleep and wake up at 6.30am AGAIN! finally decided to wake up at 6am and slowly took my own sweet time to prepare. THEN, i stupid, seriously idiotic, LIZARD came to scare the hell out of me! (BLOODY HELL LA!!!) i was like ready to get out of the toliet when suddenly the lizard appeared out of nowhere and stuck on the door like glue till i screamed for mom to open the door then it moved away!!! ): what an event to start the day off !!! ): hais..

met up with ale to go to school together. literature was kinda normal.. i didnt pay much attention though i guess i looked like i was.. my mind was like blank? hahas.. i dont remember much of what happend but yeahs.. at the end of it, i only remembered the LEVELS OF MATURITY which was like revision? lols... anyways, i have to find my strength for literature again.. && SOON!

maths test was easy :DDD
&& im really really confident that i'll get A1 !! A1 OK?! even better, full marks! (: yes, im that confident! heh heh.. cant wait for results to come out!

straight after maths, mdm sheila came to bring our class to sunplaza during class time to wait movie plus treat us lunch (:
initially, we were going to sakae sushi but after some time wasted at the entrance, we ended up not going there. firstly, we didnt want to burn a BIG hole in her pocket. secondly, there wasnt any buffet! thirdly, only singtel subscribers had discount for student meal. what the..
so we ended up going to KFC to eat and the bill that came wasnt that cheap either! plus, we had a queue just for us! hahas.. how cool is that?

we were late for the movie, mummy 3. and we made such a fuss that someone said "secondary students so noisy.." while i walked pass. ya ya ~ as if that woman wasnt one before! whatever. the movie wasnt that bad at all. i thought i'd be really boring and all but it wasnt! in fact, it was interesting and really different from the normal mummy series. this time, in china.

after the movie, headed home with the intention of going to night study later but ended up i went back to school to pass andrew the sky of love dvd and weiting the locker key cause i didnt feel like staying back. waited for ms chia but in the end, she was still in meeting till 5pm! played a little badminton with izdy, satesh (spelling check pls!) and zul. i bet they're like all pissed at me cause i cant play at all!! hahas.. pathetic man...

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ok, today's post is long right? hahas..
shall end here for today. tired already. plus, guess what? my arm is hurting again!!! hais..

2008-07-31T23:41:00.002+08:00

ROARRRR!!!

tired tired tired!
especially tired today! ):

short post for now since gene said my blog is rotting which i dont really think so..
lols.. some people dont blog for months and weeks ~~
that's rotting!
mine's a few days, i think..

YESTERDAY;
last day for mr jerric (spelling check?), && omg -.-ll so many fong zi (crazy people) around..
ms fernandez wasnt around so i went to kpo a little in ICT class..
omg larhs. i REALLY want ICT !!! i wanna learn dw again!!
should have went when i had it in pri sch ):
too late to regret.. but omg larhs, it's WAY BETTER THAN DOING NOTHING for free periods!

after school chit chatted with the ICT teachers.
lols. we were like kpo kias larhs.
found out mr koh's age thanks to eugene.. lols.

after that headed back home and out for japanese course again.
this time, i think i was like half dead? hmmm...
borrowed notes from hui ping on A class..
omg ~~ so much to learn ... >.<

TODAY;

PE SUCKS !
OK?!
stupid larhs. i had to re-run 2km!!!! ):
but anyways, i think i passed in the end thanks to the discount mr lim gave ~.~
14mins plus?
that's what i heard from the 4Es...

went to NUS today for some physics demo.
was quite fun && cool :D
plus plus, I LOVE NUS ~
the cafe food is like SUPER CHEAP!!!
(ya la, i cheapo.. but seriously larhs, it's like the same quality as outside?)
steak is like only $5.50..
fish and chips + soup $3.50
omg omg omg...
eindra and i bought cheese cakes (plain cheese + blueberry)
&& i love the CHEESECAKE!!!
im not a big fan of blueberry.. but after tasting the blueberry cheese cake, it wasnt such a bad experience..

after that came back to school for night study..
ended up wasting time trying to figure out questions from an assessment book which is such a loser~
wasted almost 2 hrs on it!!! ):
ass..

tomorrow there's maths test ~
i hope i can get full marks :DDD

2008-07-29T18:27:00.002+08:00

ROAR !!!!
im so sleepy man !!
anyways, last night watched a funny k-drama on tv..
it's on chl u, 10pm?
i think...
shall watch the futher esps soon to see if it's nice.. heh heh..
**omg, im gonna turn into theresa !!! >.< ***

japanese course yesterday was ok..
made friends with this girl, jia pei, who wants to be a jap asst. teacher.
so cool! (:
while i wanna go there and study !!! heh heh..
(ok that wasnt really neccessary...)

last night talked to parents about night study again..
i guess i have the green lights to go?
i dont know...
shall try this thursday* and friday
(*still thinking)

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today, WOKE UP LATE!!!
seriously, i think the pills i took when i had my arm and hand problem still affects me!! ):
i stopped taking the pills since last friday or so cause it made me so SLEEPY that i cant concentrate in class.
plus, i didnt take the med that makes me drowsy...
funny eh?
maybe it's too strong?
or maybe there's something wrong with me.
anyways, tried taking the vitamin pill today.. and immediately, i turned sleepy. ):
what's wrong?
urghhhhhs !!! i dont care anymore!!
if my body lacks of vitamins then too bad!
im definitely not taking those pills anymore!
stupid doctor who gave me such medicines!
grrr...

ok, back to me waking up late.
yes, i woke up at 6.30am today!
and i quickly rushed, thankfully, i could still make it to school by mrt (;
heh heh.. detention will not come to me!!! (&& NEVER shall it come!)

after school today, waited for ale and andrew to eat hokkien mee :DDD
(heh heh.. got tempted yesterday when an auntie on the bus was carrying it)
met up with gek and her stead to eat also..
ok, i know my cravings habit is REALLY BAD.
&& i have to control myself.
especially for hokkien mee. dont know why, but i never get sick of it /:

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gonna study soon and do up japanese homework
(to cousin jon; YES!!! I KNOW WHY JAP SUCKS NOW!!! hahas.. the ESSAY SUCKS!!! ): hais... )

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i know my blog have been REALLY BORING && i really cant stand it anymore..
any suggestions?
i'll be trying my best to post some interesting facts?
just short short facts, a few paragraphs of it..
heh heh..
shall try this out, maybe my readers wont get sick of my blog so quickly (:

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TODAY'S FACTS

MARS!

- it's the 4th planet from the sun (after Earth (: )
- the name is from a roman god of war --> Mars was a roman god of war, son of juno and jupiter, husband of Bellona( ancient war goddess), lover of Venus. (For more information)
-a.k.a red planet due to its redness
-has 2 moons, Phobos and Deimos

It's said that mars and earth is kinda similiar, are they?

"Scientists have long speculated about the possibility of life on Mars owing to the planet's proximity and similarity to Earth. It remains an open question whether life exists on Mars now, or existed there in the past."

basically, mars, like earth, has two polar ice caps however there is no pure water on mars but has the potential to be a habitatual planet as there has been past flow of water.

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ok, im rushing for time already. >.<
for more information on this great planet and what other things it alludes to check out http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mars

2008-07-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

ok, just came back from grandparents' place.
ready to upload pics from yesterday ~

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TODAY, went to grandparents' place for awhile..
intended to study but didnt in the end ):
should i stay up mugging?

anyways, i should start bringing home books to study already.
3 weeks more till common test exams !
have to get my A1s !!!
this time round, i hope to get everything A1s except for chinese. :DD
chinese is CMI already. dont wish to bother about it for now.

plus, dad doesnt let me stay back for night study ):
hais. sian man.
i guess i have to find some place where it's QUIET and easy for me to study.
NO MORE SHONEN JUMP for the next few weeks till common test is over!!!
i must clear my mind and study like mad!!!
if i turn mentally crazy, at least, i'll be smart right?
lols. **TOUCHWOOD**

ok. shall end here for today.
nothing much to update about.

2008-07-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME~
omg, im so tired! ):

went to sentosa today with andrew and rest. (lols, lazy to mention names now)
woke up today really tired with a little bit of fever but nevertheless, i still went (:
and i dont regret it!
has fun today killing my fats :DD

firstly, went to habourfront mall (if not shopping centre) to have breakfast cum lunch and buy volleyball.
eugene and i had mee sua and richard has fried chicken while the rest were at mcdonald's eating.. **MEE SUA ROCKS!**

after that headed to queue up for tickets for the monorail **first time im taking the sentosa one :D **
the queue was a killer. we had to queue for so long! (ok, not really but the queue was long!)
anyways, got our tickets and headed for siloso beach.
played captain's ball with them and after that, i took pictures and slacked.
didnt think i would play, but luckily, i brought spare clothes but no towel and soap and shampoo -.-ll

played till 5pm plus till we decided to shower.
the ladies was PACKED!!!
gek, ale and i queued for like an hr plus?
till finally we got our chance to shower.
plus, i didnt have soap or shampoo so i had to borrow from gek.
&& guess what? we threw the thing from one cubicle to another >.<
hahas.. OK.
after that headed back to vivo.

the rest went to eat while i went to daiso to buy some stuffs and headed home.
dad called to say to meet up to have dinner with family.
so waited for them.
**bag was killing my shoulders!!!***

had dinner and went to the body shop and smell some stuffs.
monday, bro's gf is gonna help me buy since she has discount card :D
can't wait~

ok. gonna sort out pictures.
shall post up some tomorrow since i dont look that fat anymore (maybe it's not true, anyways, dont see much fats blobbing out) heh heh..

P.S. i've gotten darker T.T

2008-07-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

changed blog song.

just realised that "heavy starry chain" by tommy heavenly6 is really nice~
plus, i think the lyrics are quite true in reality? hmmm...

01. Heavy Starry Chain
作詞: Tommy heavenly6
作曲: John White

永い夢を見た懐かしい声が
さよならを言った
“A wishing apple”in my hands
葡萄色の雨ひび割れた空を
テープで塞いだ
“A wishing apple”is a fake…!

何かを待っていたいわけじゃなくて
前に進めない...
Where is my heaven?

You are my“Heavy Starry Chain”
君が望むなら悪魔にさえなれる
Baby for you
もうどうなっても構わないよ my dear…
その甘い微笑みを取り戻せるのなら

破れた雲からパラシュートの影
急いでおもちゃの兵隊を集め

叫んだ Please Wake me up!
ピンクの戦車に隠れて泣いていた
あの日からずっと
部屋にひとりで居たいわけじゃなくて
知るのが怖いの
So… Our love is dead?

You are my“Heavy Starry Chain”
君のためになら神様にも背く
Darling for you

もし気に入るならあの星を摘んで
その髪にその胸に飾ってあげたいの

I believe in you…I believe in you…

Where's my heaven? My fate hate me?

you know… so baby My blood freeze
without you, I Can't breathe
“I'm fed up!”in my Bad dreams
because of you
baby please… Wake me up!

You are my“Heavy Starry Chain”
君が望むなら悪魔にさえなれる
Baby for you
願いのりんごに手を伸ばしたけど
ダメだったたぶんもう会えなくなるけど

また毒入りでも構わないよ my dear…
その甘い微笑みを取り戻せるのなら

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ENG

I had a long dream
in which a familiar voice said goodbye
"A wishing apple" in my hands
The dark purple rain sealed the cracked sky with tape
"A wishing apple" is a fake...!

I can't move ahead...
but it's not because I'm waiting for something
Where is my heaven?

You are my "Heavy Starry Chain"
I can even become the devil if you wish for it Baby for you
I don't care what happens anymore, my dear...
As long as I can get your sweet smile back

The shadows of parachutes come from the broken clouds
And I quickly gather together up my toy soldiers

"Please Wake me up!" I shouted
I'm hiding in the pink tank, crying
It's not that I wanted to be alone in my roomever since that day
I'm afraid to know
So... Our love is dead?

You are my "Heavy Starry Chain"
I'd go against even God if it's for your sake
Darling for you

I'll grab the stars if you want them
and decorate your hair & your chest with them

I believe in you…I believe in you…

Where's my heaven? My fate hate me?

you know… so baby My blood freeze
without you, I Can't breathe
“I'm fed up!”in my Bad dreams
because of you
baby please… Wake me up!

You are my "Heavy Starry Chain"
I can even become the devil if you wish for it Baby for you
You reached out for a wishing apple, but
it was bad and I probably won't be able to see you anymore

It's still full of poison, but I don't care, my dear...
As long as I can get your sweet smile back

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well, i guess some people do go that far.
but it's a nice song right? (:

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next song:

AZU feat SEAMO - Jikan Yo Tomare

Lyrics: AZU & Naoki Takada
Music: Kazunori Fujimoto & Naoki Takada
From the single 'Jikan Yo Tomare' (BVCR-19126)

kimi to sugosu jikan attoiuma
kidzukeba deeto wa mou shuuban
hanare takunai kaeri takunai
toki o tomete zutto issho ni itai

tere kakushi na SERIFU mo
mitsume au shunkan mo
anata to iru jikan mo tarinai kedo
saishuu densha miokuru made
nigirishimete kuretate
sarigenai yasashisa ga ureshii yo
otogibanashi nara sugu ni anata no
iru asu e ikeru no ni...

every time, everyday, everything...
kotoba ni shinakute mo
anata wa watashi no tokubetsu na basho
moshimo tatta hitotsu negai ga kanau nara
futari dake no jikan o kami-sama tomete yo...

jikan yo tomare kono mama
boku no tatta hitotsu no wagamama
dakedo sore wa kanawanai
kono modokashisa tsutaetai yo
ichi nichi tatta nijuuyo jikan
tari nai yo ato hyaku jikan
soredake areba motto motto
mitsukeru yo kimi no ii toko

kondo wa itsu aeru no?
nando mo ittara shitsukoku omoware sou
fuan to kibou ga hanbun zutsu
kono omoi wa kawaranai tabun zutto
kimi wa boku o dou omotte iru no ka

every time, everyday, everything...
koishii nukumori to
kotoba ni naranai kokoro no koe o
korekara wa sunao ni tsutaete miseru kara
ugoki hajimeta toki o kamisama tomete yo...
wagamama de ii no
kishi takunai to itte yo
anata ga watashi o nozomu no nara
mayowazu ni kokoro ni hana o soeru yo

every time, everyday, everything...
kotoba ni shinakute mo
anata wa watashi no tokubetsu na basho
moshimo tatta hitotsu negai ga kanau nara
futari dake no jikan o kami-sama tomete yo...

everytime everyday everything
moshi hanarete mo boku ga tsunagi tomeru yo
anata wa watashi no tokubetsu na hito
everytime everyday everything
shinjiru yo toki ga tomara nakute mo
unmei nara itsu datte meguri aeru yo ne?

unmei nara boku-tachi wa meguri aeru yo ne?

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it's from Itazura na Kiss (anime) (:

2008-07-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

stress.
dont know why but recently, everything has just been so stressful ):
hais.
i dont think im coping well with studies at all.
especially when im wasting money for japanese course which is so unneccessary right now cause it's basically pathetic and useless to me.
how i wish i can be like leon onii-chan...
hais.

it's been awhile since i've said the word "hais."
i wonder if i'll go back to the way i was before cause right now, i just feel like giving up.
im tired.
mentally and physically.
i feel so stressed. so much so that i feel that my head is gonna burst anytime.
everyday running here and there has become such a chore. jap class isnt as great as i thought it be. plus, every night twice a week i have to run here and there rushing for time. and when i say 'run' i literally mean it. i waste money on cab fare so as to go home change and grab my stuffs cause if i directly went for course, my bag will kill my shoulders! hais. is it all worth it? i really wonder...

in any case, i shall find my way. im sure i can slove this. i have to wake up before it's too late all over again.

.
.
.

just realised i havent even touched my camera since i came back from my aunt's wedding last month. it's already a month and finally, i've checked on the photos. must say though, my skils arent improving ): hais. and i dont have time to practice or go for lessons. even if i did, i bet i'd be half dead where ever i went.
anyways, shall sort the photos later or tomorrow or else some time soon.
(i realised, many shots were wasted cause many shots were blurred half way.. i should get the adapter for my external flash soon... $$ please fall from the sky.. lols...)
PLUS, i dont feel like posting up any of the photos from that day!!! i looked so FAT. ): must loose weight ASAP man!

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school today was alright i guess.
i screwed up literature class test. plus, i feel so dumb. it's the same unseen text just different questions! yet, i didnt manage to capture the themes and all ): stupid!!!

after school, ah pann helped me with the NAVEO club thingy.
THANKS AH PANN !!! saved me a whole lot !!! (:

after that headed back home. intended to study but was too tired.
shall use my weekend to chiong on studies.

tomorrow, im still unsure if i wanna go to sentosa.
i dont even know what i'll be doing there except taking pictures.
hmmm...

to the movie gang, sorry i cant make it on sunday.
&& mel; take cares!

ok... shall end here...

2008-07-24T17:59:00.003+08:00

STRESSED.
i dont know why, but im getting really stressed ):
especially something that happend today really made me so damn pissed off.
people who know, YES, IM STILL PISSED OFF BY THAT ASSHOLE!
seriously larhs, ask for help also cannot. wtf man.

CCA.
ok, many may not know this, but im tight for CCA. not in the sense that i LOVE it so much but actually, i dont have any execpt NAVEO club which is on environment~
yes, i like doing the environmental thingy as long as it doesnt concern me having to make a speech, cleaning up beaches, etc etc, and ofcourse, having to do a survey which has to consist of the school campus stuff like getting map and counting this and that... CRAP MAN.
i dont know if i can make it in time. but yeah..
&& thanks to some ass today, i asked for help but that ass just said "i'm tired" and "i have things to do" OH PLEASE, i also have things to do larh! as if you're the ONLY BUSY person around -.-ll
and guess what, the first thing i saw that ass do was to slack. WTF.

anyways, FORGET IT.

after school went to celebrate ms chia's belated birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !!! (:

after that went with gek, andrew and alethia to 925 to eat chicken rice ~
and here i am back home.
trying to do finish english !!! T.T
urghs.

so many things to do
yet, so little time ):

lit homework is doomed i tell you!
DOOMED!!
i dont get the question.
i asked dian, wirda, gavin and all but they all dont know how to do too ):
T.T SOOOO DEAD MEAT.
asked lyn and she said we can pass up next monday.
hopefully it's true !!

SAT- i may be going to sentosa if i can. long time since i've been there..

i just realised, i havent had my daily dose of weekly jump!
so long already, i bought 33 and 34 last sunday and i have yet to read!! ):
shall read it later tonight.. must have my fun ~~~

EDIT; changed blog skin already ~~ got bored with the other one cause it was too plain .. hope this skin is better (:

2008-07-23T19:13:00.004+08:00

HOME-BASED LEARNING DAY!!!

ok, i must say this.
ZHIZHEN AND I ARE THE BEST ~~
hahahas.

we started working on all our homework on asknlearn at the strike of midnight ! (:
however, we had to wait for time to pass cause EL forum's only open from 9am-9pm !!
plus, physics quiz has a broken link.

this morning woke up and did the EL forum.
&& IT'S THE BEST !!
hahas. love the forum man!
zhizhen opened up a thread just to crap and yes, it's the LONGEST thread ~~~

physics test finally worked and poof !!
FULL MARKS ON FIRST TRY :DDD
omg. im starting to love physics.
oh yeah, let me boast i got full marks for physics class test! (:
may i do just as well for every other subject and test & exam!

didnt meet up with eugene and the rest cause i went to polyclinic for check up again.
this time, i must say, i dont believe in them anymore.
they said to come during weekdays, but guess what?
I STILL WAITED FOR ALMOST 2 HRS!
crap man.
plus, this time round, the doctor was so damn irritating ! ):
but at least the gel she gave works wonders.
and my hand doesnt hurt that much anymore (:

came home and crapped back again while trying to figure out my literature essay.
seriously, im in deep shit.
i dont get it ! ):
oh well...
shall crap about it as much as i can... -.-ll

oh yeahs, while waiting for midnight last night, i watched rookies till ep 8 (:
&&& OMG !!! I LOVE IT !!! :DDDDD
they won ~~~ weeeee~~~
plus, aniya was so cool (:
ok enough.

shall get back to chiong-ing on literature essay!

btw, i skipped jap class today~~
whatever !!

2008-07-22T16:44:00.002+08:00

past few days has been BUSY.

SAT:
went to polyclinic for the check up..
and i seriously CAN'T stand the doctor larhs.
waiting time for everything was like 2 hrs plus and the doctor made such assumptions saying that "she's too young....only 16.... cant be..." SUCH AN ASS !
first time i've been to polyclinic && the WORST experience at a clinic man.
seriously gave me a BAD IMPRESSION of it.
oh well, it's cheap, really cheap. but i doubt i'd ever wanna go there again..
unless the queues arent that long that i have to wait for hours..
plus, it's the first time i've seen such a doctor who makes such assumptions like i wont get bone degeneration when he didnt even ask me to go for an X-ray to double check.
as ms f says, TO ASSUME IS TO MAKE AN ASS OUT OF U AND ME. THUS, THE DOCTOR IS AN ASS WHO MAKES AN ASS OUT OF HIMSELF. HOW EMBARASSING.
if anything were to happen to me, may he be in grave danger... (lols)

SUN:
went out with family for breakfast and finally dad bought the hearts of 19 dvd :DDD
met up with weiting to head down to orchard to find books.
was planning to buy reference books on KEI GO but couldnt find any nice ones.
in the end spent $12.60 on WEEKLY JUMP 33 & 34 :D

MON:
RACIAL HARMONY CELEBRATIONS.
firstly, i would like to say, someone pissed me off so badly.
well, not only me, but my class.
yes, my class.
the ass who did it. i would sure like to punch her.
and oh, by the way, it's a HER.
shant name who that person is but i shall blog about what a b***h she was.

my class set up a booth on traditional food.
food was ONLY FOR DISPLAY.
though we didnt put any notices and left it as it was since 3e1 was there to help us look after, some ass came and stole our food, KNOWING THAT IT'S NOT FOR SALE OR FOR SAMPLE.
ok, a mistake it was.
i would have forgiven her, if she DIDNT EAT THE WHOLE PRATA.
ok, yes, i know, lame right? fighting over a prata.
BUT, it was carolyn's food. she wanted to eat it.
and this b***h comes along and told 3e1 "NEVERMIND" and grabbed the whole piece and stuffed it in her mouth.
(FYI: my class was in the hall at that time)
i came down and guess what?
i saw her chewing infront of the booth.
WOW...
some of us shouted at her and she said "SO..." (in a seriously bitchy way)
OK.
i lost my temper and shouted at her.
she'd be lucky already if i didnt have patience and control over my anger.
cause at that moment, if i dint control myself, i bet i would have beaten her up until she bleed.
YES, BLEED OK!
and she and her friends started giving us attitude.
WHATEVER.
WANNA ACT INNOCENT GO AHEAD MAN.
BUT AS LONG AS WE KNOW YOU'RE NOT.
RETRIBUTION WILL BE THERE TO GET YOU.
(yes, im a strong believer of retribution and not god)

made me so pissed off... even until this day.
plus, she's in SEC4E
SEC4E ALSO DONT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE LIKE ONE.
STEAL OTHER PEOPLE'S THING AND STILL WANNA ACT SO INNOCENT.
PLEASE LA.

.
.

anyways, the rest of the day was tiring, mostly due to the pills i had taken.
had a lovely sleep in the library (:

plus!!! ziyi and i got conned!!! ):
by some stupid taxi driver who deliberately took the long way home !!! ):
URGHS !

japanese course was a bummer.
seriously, i kinda hate studying japanese.
i wanna get out of JCS ASAP !

TODAY:
school was as usual, i guess.
i almost lost control over the test tube in chemistry class today.
my hand isnt getting any better ):
hais.
mom said to get MC so i wont have to use my hand that much.
(BTW, my hand hurts so much right now.. painkillers arent working either.. i need something stronger...)
anyways, shall get my MC tomorrow for thursday's PE.
since i wont be able to use much of my right hand.

TOMORROW'S PLANS:
at the strike of midnight i shall start doing my lessons on Ask N Learn (:
so i have little to do in the day.
will be meeting out with andrew and the rest at McDonald's
long time since i've been to one (:
but eeeww to the unhealthy and very very preserved food.
shall eat little there...

after that japanese course ):
should i go?
i should i not?
hais.

no pictures for today.
im too lazy and my hand hurts too much to plug this and that...

2008-07-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO MY READERS !!!! (:

ok, chemistry test yesterday was screwed ):
lost 3 marks larhs !!! wah lao!!! ):
SO NOT HAPPY !!!

MONDAY IS RACIAL HARMONY DAY CELEBRATIONS ~~~~
ok, cant find any kimonos or yukatas so i'll save the idea for next year? :DD
heh heh...

anyways, watched ROOKIES ep 2 :DDDD

weeeee~~~ LOVE IT LARHS !!!
but you know, it's very typical storyline?
but who cares? got shirota yuu !!! && many pretty boys :DDD

plus, finally watched "brave story"

bought the dvd last month and i finally took time to open my dvd collections... -.-ll
the movie wasnt as bad as it seems..
it has the sort of typical storyline again..
like naruto and bleach when you know that naruto or ichigo will be the winner and do justice..
but it's a really good movie overall.. (:

NEXT, i shall watch "VEXILE" when i have time..

bought the dvd months ago and i havent watched it yet !!!!
shall watch it when i have the time (:

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ok, shall blog about my day.

just now at around 5pm went to meet the ex-NPS students from my school to meet up with mrs lim. chatted for like 1 hour?
was like kinda paiseh man.
plus, she touched on something that was soooooooooo far away in the past..
hahas.. luckily, everyone else didnt get the joke ~~ :DDD
**phew**

came home, watched tv, watched movies.

plus, my arm is hurting like MAD!!! ):
hais.
shall go to polyclinic for check up ???

ok, end here !
bye ~~

2008-07-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
ok, im here to just post a short post.

yesterday, jap course was really sucky..
&& yesterday wasnt really "good"
urghs.
went to bugis kinokuniya and guess what?
THEY DONT HAVE SHONEN JUMP!!!
i was like wtf !#$%^&*()
seriously sucks larhs.
plus, one of the workers there told me they had !
wth man..

went down to casio shop to find the signature edition of ANNA TSUCHIYA's baby G watch

&& guess what? THEY DONT HAVE IT!!!
!@^&*(
ass man..

japanese course, was a totally bummer..
really sucky..
and im like so thankful that my mom stopped me from making FULL payment and only for ONE TERM (:
yay~~~ so i get to get my ass out of there!! (:
big smiles :DD

the day was fill with suay-ness (unluckiness) and anger !

went down to get something at khabit and came home ~~
plus ah hui was at orchard && thankfully he found it :DDD

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TODAY;
again filled with suay-ness ...
seriously, i hate my days now... ):
came almost late.
ALMOST OK?!
and they had to make us sit in one corner and the vp came and lectured us -.-ll

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carolyn, cathryn, weiting and i decided on getting kimonos or yukatas for racial harmony day (next monday) :DDD
heeeeee :DDD
anyone know where to rent them?
or get them cheap?
please tag me or email me!
thanks! (:

ok, shall end here.

tomorrow there's physics test!!
wish me luck :DD

P.S. ITSZURA NA KISS EP 14 TOTALLY ROCKS !!! :DDDD MUST WATCH !!! :DDDDDDDDD

2008-07-13T15:09:00.004+08:00

i know all that's been coming from me is "busy" and "tired"
yes, im really tired!

today's van birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING ! (:
MISSES you a lot!
sorry i couldnt be there today.

all i can say is that i have so much to do
one by one things get crossed out of my long list.
but i really wonder, is it all worth it?
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some asshole made me so mad on friday.
yes, for those who know who.
YES, IM STILL PISSED OFF.
especially with the message he sent me.
and on that day, with ms f and wirda and all, i really felt like going back down and beating that ass up.
seriously, if you're reading this.
LET ME TELL YOU THIS.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR LIFE.
AND EXCUSE ME, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO KEEPS COMING TO ME WHENEVER YOU'RE HAVING SOME SHIT ASS PROBLEM.
IS IT MY DUTY IN THIS WORLD TO HELP YOU?
NO.
I DONT HAVE TO WASTE MY TIME TRYING TO DEFEND YOU OR HELP YOU.
BUT PLEASE, WHEN HAVE I?
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TELLING YOU TO DO THINGS YOURSELF.
AND YES, MAYBE THERE'S SOMEONE IN THIS WORLD WHO PAMPERS YOU LIKE MAD.
BUT EXCUSE ME, I'M A NOBODY TO YOU?
MAYBE...
IN ANY CASE, I SERIOUSLY WONDER...
WHY I HELP YOU.
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU USED TO BE WITH HER.
MAYBE...
WHATEVER IT IS.
HAVEN'T I BEEN TELLING YOU NOT TO RUN AWAY?
NOW LOOK AT YOU.
SORE LOSER?
YES.
YOU SAY NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU.
BUT I CAN TELL YOU STRAIGHTLY, SOMEONE WHO IS ALWAYS SO CLOSE TO YOU CARES A LOT ABOUT YOU.
STOP BEING SUCH AN ABUSER AND LOOK AT THINGS THAT ARE CLOSE TO YOU.
APPRECIATE THINGS!
YOUR DAD LETS YOU STAY OUT LATE AND ALL.
YOU MIX WITH THE WRONG COMPANY.
THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM.
BUT, WAKE UP!
YOU'RE ALREADY SO LUCKY !
IF YOU CANT SEE IT, THEN YOU'LL NEVER FIND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR.
CALL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT.
IN MY EYES, YOU'RE JUST A LOSER.
SOMEONE WHO JUST RUNS OFF.
LEAVING HIS FRIENDS TO CLEAN UP AFTER YOU'VE DONE SOMETHING.
HOW LONG MORE CAN PEOPLE TOLERATE?
WHO KNOWS.
THERE'LL BE RETRIBUTION.
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whatever.

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yesterday, we had the NATIONAL LITERATURE FESTIVAL.
naval base only brought home 2 throphy. ):
seriously, i feel so dissappoint with everything.
if only we had more time...
but there's no use regretting right?
there'll always be next year.
and when that time comes, i'll make sure i'll really do it properly.

plus, i really agree with the judges when they said we didnt have any structure in our arguements. and whatever i said, it wasnt me.
it was so not me!
urghs.

WIRDA; RELAX !!!! we already did our best ! go watch itazura na kiss !!! take away all the sadness !

went to meet up with the movie freaks.
hahas. seriously, they watch too much of movies!
watched hancock and after that headed to yishun GV to help them buy tickets.

went to comics connection after that.
i seriously dissappointed! ):
they dont have the japanese version of shonen jump!!! ):
urghs!!! i want this week's one !!!
i wanna se what happens next !!!!
omg, im addicted to it already... -.-ll

also, i realised.
it's so much more expensive in malaysia compared to SG.
malaysia they're selling it for RM18
over here, they're selling it at $6.25 or something.
SO MUCH OF DIFF!!!!
ofcourse, if you buy it in japan. it's WAY WAY WAY CHEAPER!
it's like $3 plus only?
ahhh !! i wanna go japan !!!

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watched rookies last night.

ep 1 only though. the show is very long per ep.
&& OMG!!!
SHIROTA YUU !!!!! :DDDD

though he acts as the gangster kind.
omg !!! still so hot :DDD

love the show man!
it reminds me of freedom writers.

and the guy who acts as the teacher, he also acted in kimi wa petto. (:

ok. shall end here for now.

2008-07-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

TIRED I TELL YOU !
TIRED I TOLD YOU !
I'M TIRED OK?!
get the message, so dont piss me off with sleeping and all !!! $#%%%$$#$

hahas, ok, i shant be fierce !
yes, im tired, once again...

been a really busy week.

half of youth day was taken,
staying back after school,
thinking till my brains are all jumbled up,
rush rush rush.

ok, let me start by saying "KANJI TEST TOALLY SUCKED!"
ok, i completely and utterly wasted my time, thinking it was SUPER difficult cause i didnt have to study that hard! ):
i kept thinking night and day, praying that it would be easy and yes, it was !
hahas..
in any case, this time round, for me, i've already learnt most of the words tested and in the 5 topics ***thanks watanabe sensei for giving me SO MUCH of kanji papers !!! ***
hahas.. i miss sensei !!! ):
when she teaches, i can 100% guarantee that i'll be able to absorb everything just like how the plants aborb sunlight ^^

URGHS!!!

shall stuff with JCS for another half year?
i'm already thinking of quitting larhs !
and it's not one full month yet !!! omg...

BUT

if i quit, will i force myself to 100% study jap?
most likely not.
school stuffs already giving me the pressure ! ):
&& finally, i've woken up and im gonna chiong for school stuffs !
yes, it's more important right?
JLPT is like in december?
still a long way to go...
common test and all are coming up already...
do i have time to waste?
NO.
i dont.
shall study hard !
GANBATTE NE !!! (:
(lazy to change to jap... >.<)

just watched "my blog my world"
on chl u.
i serisouly love this week's ep.
(acutally it's the only one i've watched.. but anyways....)

no matter how hard you try.
can you really be happy???
chloe (her real name i think) acted as someone who wanted to live her dreams and worked very hard for it. she should have been happy. yet, people look down on her and talk about her.
she feels hollow inside...
i think this has happen to many people before.
and sometimes one may think, should i give up my dreams to fill hollowness?

the other side.
the guy lived his dreams and everyone supported him?
he didnt feel as stressed as the girl when he did well for his exams.

PREJUDICE?
maybe...

today, went to ngee ann poly for the np experience.
i dragged eindra to the "media and humans" section and seriously, i think i made a mistake choosing that ! ):
not fun lorhs.
maybe only the media side where we saw the TV broadcasting and all ..

BORING DAY~~

okok shall end here.

2008-07-08T20:46:00.004+08:00

fruitful day?
hahas. NOT!

school was kinda boring today except chemistry??
got to play with chemicals **heh heh**
lols -.-ll

after school headed to the library and chatted with yong xun they all.
POA students were released, left with them.
but i went home instead of eating lunch with them...

alan msged me asked me why i didnt pei them eat.
but seriously larhs, i dont play maple and all...
very out lorhs. what else can i talk about???
anime? general stuffs?
thats about it bahs.
&& i know some idiots in that group always like to see my reaction -.-ll
ASSES !!! ):

came home and watched anime...
&& OMG, I CANT WAIT FOR ITAZURA NA KISS !!!!

damn the producers !!!! ):
they didnt complete the scene !!!
hahas. make me have so much of suspense, in the end, it's all in the next ep !!! ):
but i already know what's gonna happend :DDD
hahas, OMG !!!
GO IRIE !!! GO GO GO !!! :DDDD
plus, yuuki is so CUTE !!!
&& i thought he was the one who kissed her /:
it'd be great to have such a little bro like yuuki (:

ok, enough of anime before people who dont watch anime get sick of my rants about it..

FAT.
im getting fat && cubby ):
even fahim said so.
&& he said i was as cubby as a baby !!! );
baby fats? omg ....
shall strave myself !!!

U WEEKLY
mom just bought the lastest one..
&& OMG !!!
sooooo many jap guys :DDD
i saw shirota yuu !!! :DDD

plus theresa's fav, jin from kat-tun...

woots. im gonna cut out that two pages !!!

2008-07-07T22:46:00.003+08:00

HELLO MY DEAR AND SWEET READERS (;
**hahas.. i bet some of u might be getting shivers down your spine ;P ***

YES, IM BACK !!!
the happy me is back (:

last night was having a long long long chat with ah hui the gay
&& i laughed like mad (:
hahas.. must thank ah hui!!!!
THANK YOU !!!! (:

ahhh... it feels like everything's lifted off my shoulders.
i've already let out everything i wanted to. (:

YAY!!!!
now i can be happy again...

TODAY IS YOUTH DAY HOLIDAY.
it was no holiday for me ):

morning i woke up late && had to rush to school for lit !
SCHOOL OKAYS!?
so much for literature! ):
spent hours there, waiting for time to pass...
ms fernandez ordered pizzas (:
hahas.. been so long since i had those...

after literature, headed home to chiong for kanji test cause i couldnt rememeber 復習、予習、住人、教室、近く !!!!
couldnt remember larhs!!! /:

went for japanese course and sensei was back.
and back came the rushness and her quick words! ):
she talks so quickly that i cant catch up ...
plus she was like mumbling to herself?
omg...

but i survived **phew...**
still got my notes and everything..
i'll be able to survive (;

anyways, kanji test was moved to wednesday...
urghs, another long day.
may i chiong well (:

ok, there goes my youth ~~~

shall end here with the kawaii tokyo quiz i took..
it was on my ads yesterday but it disappeared again.. -.-ll
stupid larhs. ):
wonder what's wrong... is it my blog???

ah hui took the test too && omg, it's so true...

do check it out ... very fun to play... :DDDD

2008-07-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

OK.

recently i've been really moody.

yes, mood swings~~

but i dont know why...

maybe it's the lack of sleep.

many things have been making my mind going wrecked. ):

i think this is the first moody post i've posted since when??? ):

really unhappy right now...

for what reason, im still wondering...

told ah pann and ram that i feel so much hatred towards literature.

i dont know why...

i just feel so bored with it already.

and im hating it, somehow.

saying "LITERATURE SUCKS"

will be something so many people will NEVER hear me say.

seriously, if im taking 7 subjects. i doubt i'll even hesitate to drop lit.

oh well, im not taking 7 subs anymore...

there goes my regretion and everything else again...

if any lit students or anyone else reads this,

i know im gonna get it.

oh well, WHATEVER.

i just find it so TROUBLESOME.

and i thought maths and chinese was worse... /:

how dumb of me...

though i must thank literature for giving something.

a goal in life.

that is "psychology".

yes, im aiming for it.

but somehow, i've found that being a researcher is also fun.

and also, working with the DEAD. (:

that's cool...

who knows what else will pop out in my mind...

in any case, im stuck with it...

too bad for me then...

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boredom has led me to SGclub.

i found a thread on something really hot and big in the blogspere (however they call it)

"XIA XUE VS. DAWN YANG"

had a little bit of knowledge about it.

and even more when i went and read up.

(bored larhs, hahas)

somehow, it seems so childish. the way they're aruging and all...
but that's them right?
shall see how the lawsuit goes...

who do you support?
xiaxue? or dawn?

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wanted to write another bunch of stuffs..
but i'll save that for next time ..
or never...

KANJI TEST TMR.
shall mug tonight.
im not gonna chiong on lit.
yes, im not gonna!
jap is more important to me...
i'll just cramp up for lit in the bus tomorrow...

2008-07-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

HELLOS !!!!
back to crap around again.

didnt go for the environmental thingy.
i was so blur larhs!
i went out and i didnt bring my ezlink card.
thankfully, i was only downstairs my house.
told ah pann im gonna be late and he was so damn angry.
then i told him im not going already since it was so late.
SORRY AH PANN!!!

in the end, i stayed at home and wasted time.
watched tv for a bit while reading up on the research stuffs for lit.
-.-ll i didnt really watch "two and a half men" ):
only the ending !!!!

plus, im getting heat rash all around!!! ):
NOT FUN OK?!
so damn itchy larhs. ):

ok, shan't rant anymore.

MONDAY:
1. KANJI TEST
2. LIT DEBATE PREP

2008-07-05T14:40:00.002+08:00

hello my lovely readers.

today is another busy day.

and i just realised.
im doing the research myself. -.-ll
maybe the rest will to.
maybe.

right now im crapping with the sec3 lit students..
&& omg, theresa is so DEAD.
hahas !!! :PP

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later, im meeting up with ah pann and going for my CCA..
omg. im seriously going.. hahas..
shall update later then!

2008-07-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !!
im finally here to update a little...

firstly,
i'm really TIRED ! ):
i haven't been getting enough sleep!!! ):
ever since japanese course started, i havent been having enough sleep.
busy busy busy like MAD!
monday, im having kanji test && im SO SO SO UNPREPARED for it. ):
im feel so tired, moody and sick.

tired because i've been practally busy like mad.
moody because i haven't been getting enough sleep.
sick because im sick ! a little flu-ish right now. ):

NOT HAPPY !!!

i've been throwing my temper at almost everyone. ):
I'M DEFINITELY NOT FEELING GOOD.
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anyways, shall start with laura's wedding.
firstly, SHE WAS SO PRETTY !!! (:
in all her photoshoots for the wedding photos, she looked so pretty and just like a model.
i told this to charlene and she said "she was a model" (:
omg.. so cool :DDD
daddy's side has so many cool people..
everyone's so different and weird in a good way.
little aunt and i took many photos.
plus, we had a family photo ...
&& OMG, our family is SOOOO BIG !!! :DDD

and for the wedding dinner.
i didnt have any clothes so headed down to sungei wang with aunt and uncle.
&& we took the "mrt" there..
it was kinda cool cause it was like back to the olden days in singapore?
well, not really olden, during my childhood days.
using the card that was thin and flexible.

aunt and i walked around a lot, looking for clothes.
finally settled for a dress which i doubt i'd ever wear again!
i looked so FAT in it!!! ):
plus, i finally bought boots :DDD
love my boots !!!

quickly headed for the hotel and i missed the ang bao getting session ):
oh well... (i actually screamed like mad in the hotel room -.-ll )
took lots of pictures there too..

&& charlene, jamie and i did something we shouldnt be doing when the food served was a "fish"
hahas.. shall post up pictures???
maybe, maybe not..
embarassing man !!! >.<)

after that night, headed back to aunt's place and another dip into the pool and all till late night 1am? maybe..
the rest stayed up playing cards while i went to bed.
i was already feel so dead ...
got woken up early in the morning when little aunt squeezed into the bed with me and when mom tired to get me down, but failed :P

dipped into the pool again and went to shower and prepared to leave.

many of my relatives were like 'scolding' me cause i just reborned my hair and i couldnt go into the pool nor wash my hair but i went in anyway with my sexy showercap.. hahas!
and in the end, my hair still got wet.
let's just say, im too rough for these kind of things -.-ll
cause i kept jumping around when we were playing ball in the pool :DD
WHATEVER...

got back to SG, rushed to do my stuffs and i didnt wanna go to school the next day but still got to school in the end ); TIRED****
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LITERATURE FESTIVAL: DEBATE!!
coming up next saturday.
so i'll be busy like mad this week and the next ):
(I NEED MY SLEEP !!!! )
thankfully, im working with the sec4s so i guess i'll be fine.. (:

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TOY & COMIC FESTIVAL

some say it was boring
some say it was really great

anyways, i dont know !!!
i didnt get to go.. so yeahhs...
in any case, do check out http://www.darkmirage.com/2008/06/29/singapore-toy-and-comic-convention/#more-1169

he's blog has pictures of the event ! looked really cool though... (:

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RP called me up today.
i have to do a testimonial for them.
&& i just email-ed them the testi.
i hope it'd be alright.
cause i used psychology facts -.-ll
in any case,
GEMERS !!!
PLEASE CHECK YOUR EMAILS !!!!
THERE'S A COMPETITION !!!

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ok, i have no idea what else to write.
shall blog again...

2008-07-01T22:41:00.001+08:00

BUSY.
ok, im really busy ever since i came back from KL.

and im REALLY TIRED.

shall blog again later some time...

2008-06-28T01:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

ok, im back (:

back, not in sg, but back to blogging.

right now, im using my uncle's laptop.

it's really boring right now!!!

and there isnt much to do, well, except to watch dvds since i bought so many -.-ll

anyways, it's already SATURDAY.

so let me talk about thursday and friday...

THURSDAY;

woke up really early in the morning at 6am.

since it was still a long long long way from the time to leave the house, i checked my laptop and found weixiang nudging me about 2-3 hours earlier.

surprisingly, i thought he'd be asleep already but NO, he wasnt and even joked around...

what an active kid -.-ll

soon after it was time for him to get his butt moving and go to school and i went to sleep again.

woke up later and uncle came to fetch us to novena where the coach was.

&& I LOVE THE COACH !!!

there was TV inside !!! (:

ended up watching "bones" the english serial drama, which i found very interesting..

anyone wanna work with the dead?

got to KL, and headed to midvalley where i spent a HUGE BOMB.

seriously HUGE bomb.

and it was only the first day!!!! ):

spent most of the time there...

FRIDAY;

charlene was getting her hair reborned and ofcourse for people who know me, i really wanted to reborn my hair...

dad let me reborn my hair and so charlene and i did it together.

it was really cool cause two people worked on my hair and it was kinda painful...

one pulling one side and the other another, my head was lost for direction !

but the guy who did the head massage, it was nice but i found it very ticklish and weird.

maybe im just not used to it, oh well...

and im kinda regretting it cause now my hair is all FLAT.

after that, went to the club to have lunch which took SUPER long to come.

and then headed down to midvalley again to meet up with parents.

shopped and shopped.

and i didnt spend much this time round.

lil bro bought weekly shonen mag which wasnt the one he wanted and it was my mistake cause i assumed that it was weekly jump.

the mag wasnt that bad. lots of comics and all in JAPANESE !!! :DDD

after that we all sqeeeeeeeeeeeezeeeeeed into my uncle's car (8 people) >.<

which made my butt cram and also left my bro's leg in pain.

thankfully, it was only a 5-10mins drive, if not, i think i wouldnt be able to walk anymore!!! (ok, maybe a little too dramatic...)

came back and had CAKE.

lots of CHOCOLATE CAKE.

to celebrate dad's, uncle's and charlene's birthday. (:

and the rest of the time, there wasnt much...

seriously, i think i spend money like water...

recently, that is.

i dont know why...

but i seriously have to STOP.

TODAY'S LAURA'S WEDDING.

congrats to her (:

&& her husband (:

now, the BIG problem is.

i have nothing to wear for the wedding dinner.

dead meat.

yes.

dead meat.

money all flew away from my hands~~~~

so, in between, im heading down to sungei wang to get some clothes.

yes.

SHOPPING.

ok, im done for now.

i shall post up pictures some other time..

2008-06-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

my dear readers,

i havent been updating my blog this past few days right?
ok, reason being that i'll be away from 26-29 june.
and i thought i'd bundle up everything at one go since my days arent very good these days...
so i wont be blogging throughout these weekend, probably if i can get hold of a computer, i'll just reply emails and tags.
if you wanna leave me a offline message on MSN, i doubt i'll be able to read it till the 29 only?
so please email me, if it's urgent and i'll get back to you ASAP ?
(email add is in my intro section)

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OK, let me get with my day.

LONG DAYS.
LITTLE SLEEP.
GRUMPY AND EASILY IRRITATED.
BUSY
BUSY
BUSY...

YES, BUSY !

that's the me now.

lots of stress coming in and it's killing me ! ):
never been so stressed since when?
exams?
nono.
even MYE i didnt feel this stressed.
i'm lacking of sleep and i'm really tired !
plus, i get easily pissed off.
so if i accidentally shouted at you or scolded you for pissing me off, i'm sorry!
didnt mean to unless you're really asking for it...

STRESSED RIGHT?

time to relax a little..
hahas..

but i doubt i'll be relaxing a lot.
i'll be bringing my japanese stuffs to revise everything and make sure i know every damn thing in the text book and the worksheets and everything else that is important!!!
yes, im gonna force myself to study like mad.
i'm slacking.
slacking off too much!
i hate the now me. ):

ok, i need to pack up everything in my room so when i come back, i dont have to clean up so much.
good bye!

imperfectedfairytale

Blogger app.

centre.

passion? dreams?

i shall not be defeated! *GAH!*

rants.

stress is in the air.

just popping by.

blogger really gives me one big headache.

update: welcome 2010 :D

short update

i know i'm quite a spoilt brat

NDP

breaking down?

good luck!

school ~~~

study!

one, two, three

yippe~

update ~

falling through

crazy!

work hard!

time to sleep is something i really miss.

hectic... ):

high, high, high to the sky ~

Labour Day

the 26th of april

itchy hands

urgh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! & INTERNATIONAL WOMEN DAY!

i shant be defeated by it!

disappointment.

Common test one begins!

Waiting for...

Wishlist

#678 && here i am once again

明けましておめでとう！

UPDATE! (:

HELLO WORLD!

flashback

i shall not be defeated! GAH!